"Yeah, he was like, 'you haven't worked all day, why start now?' So I let him take it."
It seems like it's been a long time since my last post... but it's only been 3 days.
Life is chugging along.
I was at the Jr. High retreat during the weekend. It was supposed to be really kickback and informal, and it really was. Worship time... could've been better. Much better. This was the first retreat where I led praise, so I didn't know what to expect. But I did expect the kids to be little more... into it. More "vocal" than usual. It really felt like I was singing alone. I usually try not focus too much on the kids during praise, but this was too difficult to ignore. I dunno how I got through the songs, but I managed to stumble through each praise time, each one leaving me more drained and depressed. I guess that's why I was so tired yesterday. I slept at 8 pm. I haven't done that since... I can't even remember the last time I slept before midnight. I did get to know some of the kids, "bond with them" if you will. "Daaaaaaaaaavi" was his loud self as usual. There was this new kid, Jason, I believe he's Davi's friend -- he was absolutely hilarious. He looked a lot like a younger, skinnier (a lot skinnier) version of Simon (Woo). And he had this loud, nasally voice, and his laugh -- it cracks me up just thinking about it. He gained a couple of female "fans" at the retreat. Hilarious.
I slept about 13 hours. And I had some of the funkiest, weirdest, and craziest dreams I've ever had. I just can't remember them. Maybe it's for the best.
Speaking of dreams, I had another dream about her (last week). I think it's getting out of hand. It was never like this with anyone else. Not even Sebyul. I kinda got freaked out about it. No more.