Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Rehab - It Don't Matter


sittin' in traffic
another day of feeling nothin'
trying to find somethin'
I guess it's back to huffin'
paint and model glue
oh how I die when I look at you
smilin', lovin' life, and all I know is blue
rainy days and cold stares
broken love affairs
everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile
who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin
depression's my only friend
and I don't know where I am headin'
tryin' to forget where I've been
and I'm so sick of lying
God please show me that silver lining
'cause I've heard tale and I'm not well
my head's full of hell and this world's a jail
but...

it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'cause everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to bear
it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'cause everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to bear


and as the pain begins to displace
had it to ear level With this place
you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
gradually I erase
and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but not in the room
to whom it may consume
melting ensembles bleeding chellos
running through bordellos
drama like Othello
hidin' out from Poncharello
dead off in the Median
fallin' apart like usual
handin' out flyers to my funeral

so they say that life's a play
and that all the world's a stage
for another part I pray
the show ends the same way everyday
and my heart carries the pain
of a brain I can't explain
am I insane?
am I insane?

and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything bad is here
and everything bad is here
and everything bad is here
it doesn't really matter now does it?

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