Thursday, October 31, 2002

CIA 'fo life.

Barenaked Ladies - Pinch Me


it's the perfect time of year
somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough I guess
considering everything's a mess
there's a restaurant down the street
where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
it's colder than it looks outside

it's like a dream
you try to remember but it's gone
then ya try to scream but it only comes out as a yawn
when ya try to see the world beyond your front door
take your time 'cause the way I rhyme's gonna make you smile
when ya realise that with a guy my size it might take a while
just to try to figure out what all this is for


it's the perfect time of day
to throw all your cares away
put the sprinkler on the lawn
and run through with my gym shorts on
take a drink right from the hose
and change into some drier clothes
climb the stairs up to my room
sleep away the afternoon

pinch me
pinch me
'cause I'm still asleep
please God
tell Me
that I'm still asleep

on an evening such as this
it's hard to tell if I exist
if I packed a car and leave this town
who'll notice that I'm not around?
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
all my stuff's here anyway

try to figure out what all this is for
try to see the world beyond your front door
try to figure out what all this is for
we always got each other.

C. I. A.

Travis - Why Does It Always Rain On Me?


I can't sleep tonight
everybody saying everything is alright
still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

sunny days
oh where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong

why does it always rain on me?
is it because I lied when I was 17?
why does it always rain on me?
even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning


I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by an invisible man
still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else

oh where did the blue skies go?
and why is it raining so?
it's so cold

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Rehab - It Don't Matter


sittin' in traffic
another day of feeling nothin'
trying to find somethin'
I guess it's back to huffin'
paint and model glue
oh how I die when I look at you
smilin', lovin' life, and all I know is blue
rainy days and cold stares
broken love affairs
everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile
who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin
depression's my only friend
and I don't know where I am headin'
tryin' to forget where I've been
and I'm so sick of lying
God please show me that silver lining
'cause I've heard tale and I'm not well
my head's full of hell and this world's a jail
but...

it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'cause everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to bear
it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'cause everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to bear


and as the pain begins to displace
had it to ear level With this place
you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
gradually I erase
and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but not in the room
to whom it may consume
melting ensembles bleeding chellos
running through bordellos
drama like Othello
hidin' out from Poncharello
dead off in the Median
fallin' apart like usual
handin' out flyers to my funeral

so they say that life's a play
and that all the world's a stage
for another part I pray
the show ends the same way everyday
and my heart carries the pain
of a brain I can't explain
am I insane?
am I insane?

and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything bad is here
and everything bad is here
and everything bad is here
it doesn't really matter now does it?
This song is so fitting right now.

Warning: Explicit Content

Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff


it's just one of those days
when you don't wanna wake up
everything is fucked
everybody sucks
you don't really know why
but you wanna justify
rippin' someone's head off
no human contact
and if you interact
your life is on contract
your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
it's just one of those days

it's all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
lettin' shit slip
or you'll be leavin' with a fat lip
it's all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
talkin' that shit punk
so come and get it


it's just one of those days
feelin' like a freight train
first one to complain
leaves with a blood stain
damn right I'm a maniac
you better watch your back
'cause I'm fuckin' up your program
and if you're stuck up
you just lucked up
next in line to get fucked up
your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
it's just one of those days

I feel like shit
my suggestion is to keep your distance
'cause right now I'm dangerous
we've all felt like shit
and been treated like shit
all those motherfuckers that want to step up
I hope you know I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
and if my day keeps goin' this way
I just might break somethin' tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
and if my day keeps goin' this way
I just might break somethin' tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
and if my day keeps goin' this way
I just might break your fuckin' face tonight

give me somethin' to break
give me somethin' to break
give me somethin' to break
how 'bout your fuckin' face
I hope you know I pack a chainsaw
a chainsaw
a motherfuckin' chainsaw

so come and get it

Jimmy Eat World - A Praise Chorus


are you gonna live your life wondering
standing in the back looking around
are you gonna waste your time thinking
how you've grown up or how you missed out
things are never going be the way you want
where's it gonna get you acting serious?
things are never gonna be quite what you want
even at 25 you gotta start sometime

I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go
and all I need is just to hear a song I know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight


are you gonna live your life
standing in the back looking around
are you gonna waste your time
gotta make a move or you'll miss out
someone is gonna ask you what it's all about
stick around nostalgia won't let you down
someone is gonna ask you what it's all about
what you gonna have to say for yourself?

crimson and clover
over and over
crimson and clover
over and over
our house in the middle of the street
why did we ever meet?
started my rock 'n roll fantasy
don't don't, don't let's start
why did we ever part?
kick start my rock 'n rollin' heart

I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go
so come on Davey, sing me something that I know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight
(here tonight)
I wanna fall in love tonight
(here tonight)
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight
wanna fall in love tonight
wanna fall in love tonight

Tuesday, October 29, 2002

This one's for Dooj.

Weezer - El Scorcho


goddamn you half-Japanese girls
do it to me every time
oh the redhead said you shred the cello
and I'm jello, baby
but you won't talk, won't look, won't think of me
I'm the epitome of public enemy
why you wanna go and do me like that?
come down on the street and dance with me

I'm a lot like you so please, hello I'm here I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you and you'd be good for me


I asked you to go to the Green Day concert
you said you never heard of them
how cool is that?
so I went to your room and read your diary:
"watching grunge leg drop New-Jack through a presstable..."
and then my heart stopped:
"listening to Cio-Cio San fall in love all over again"

how stupid is it?
I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
how stupid is it?
won't you gimme a minute
just come up to me and say "hello" to my heart
how stupid is it?
for all I know you want me too
and maybe you just don't know what to do
or maybe you're scared to say "I'm falling for you"

I wish I could get my head out of the sand
'cause I think we'd make a good team
and you would keep my fingernails clean
but that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'cause I can't even look in your eyes without shakin'
and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon

Taproot - I


I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I'm gonna win
I can't afford to blow this one

I hate myself sometimes I love myself
I need this way of life
because it holds me
I hate myself sometimes I love myself
contradictions the way of life
happiness is wealthiness is healthiness


now that I've made it through those lies and deceit
I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore
I'm sure that I have found myself again
it feels great
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate

New Found Glory - My Friends Over You


I'm drunk on your kiss
for another night in a row
this is becoming too routine for me
but I didn't mean to lead you on
and it's alright to pretend
that we still talk
it's just for show isn't it?
it's my fault that it fell apart

just maybe you need this
and I didn't mean to
lead you on


you were everything I wanted
but I just can't finish what I started
there's no room left here on my back
it was damaged long ago
though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you
my friends over you


please tell me everything
that you think that I should know
about all the plans you made
when I was nowhere to be found
and it's alright to forget
that we still talk
it's just for fun isn't it?
it's my fault that it fell apart

Monday, October 28, 2002

Oh I forgot to mention, it's Music Week here at A Boner's Thoughts, so I'll just be posting songs all week.

Songs that are on repeat on my Winamp, songs that I'm listening to in the car, songs that relate to me, songs that make me go "hmm...", songs that I wish I had written, songs that kick ass, songs that everyone has heard, songs that no one knows about, songs that remind me of various people, songs that I wish I can play (and sing), songs that I haven't heard in a long time, songs that are beautiful, songs that are catchy, songs that are short, songs that are in German, etc. etc.

Just songs, no "thoughts" by me. So don't mind me.
If you don't have any of these songs, get 'em. I'm sure you know how. If you really can't get them, I can make you a CD. Ask me nicely.
If you do have these songs, good for you.
Feel free to post any thoughts, insights, reflections, whatever.
This is for you, my so-called friend.

Unwritten Law - Seein' Red


I'm seein' red
don't think you'll have to see my face again
don't have much time for sympathy
'cause it never happened to me
you feelin' blue now
I think you bit off more than you could chew
and now it's time to make a choice
and all I wanna hear is your...

so follow the leader down
and swallow your pride and drown
when there's no place left to go
maybe that's when you will know
follow the leader down
and swallow your pride and drown
when there's no place left to go
maybe that's when you will know


and foolish lies
well can't you see I tried to compromise
'cause what you say ain't always true
and I can see the tears in your eyes
and what you said now
can't stop the words from running through my head
and what I do to get through to you
but you'd only do it again

well I confess
I don't know what to make from all this mess
don't have much time for sympathy
but it never happened to me
you feelin' down now
I don't know where I'll be when you come around
and now it's time to make a choice
and all I wanna hear is your voice

Dashboard Confessional - For You to Notice


I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said
it would come out insightful
or brave
or smooth
or charming
and you'd want to call me

and I would be there everytime you need me
I'd be there everytime

but for now I'll look so longingly waiting
for you to want me
for you to need me
for you to notice me

Saturday, October 26, 2002

We played another game against the freshman small group (Jason's group) today, and lost.
We were winning 17-10 until Kim JDSN left to go somewhere, and it all fell apart from there.
I think we had like 8 turnovers in a row.

Final score: 21-20.

Jundo, why?? Why did you leave us?!

***

We were supposed to go to Knott's Scary Farm today.
It got cancelled.

Plan B: Go see Jars of Clay at the House of Blues.
I dunno why, but for some reason I ended up not going.

Plan C: Go to Irvine, give Gene Lo a tennisball with our "autographs" for his birthday, and see Jackass: The Movie.
Good times.

***

How about them Angels?
Erstad's the MAN.

Friday, October 25, 2002

BONES!!!!!!!!
what are u gonna do tomorrow???
i work at 2:30 till 6...
what will i do? can i do it with you if you do something?
tellme soon...
Today's Panda Express fortune cookie = "A thrilling time is in your immediate future."

Hmmmmm....

"Do you hear yourself man?! 'Only' another hour to go??"


Yesterday = one of the longest days of my life. Evar.

Philosophy

We had our midterm today.
30 questions.
30 minutes.
22 answers correct.
That's a "C" folks.
I think he might grade it on a curve though, since most people didn't do that great either.

Adrian didn't come.
Lisa didn't come.
Pansies.

Guitar

Another midterm.
We had to do four things on the midterm: chromatic exercise, arpeggios, "Ode to Joy" (Beethoven) and "Knockin' on Heaven's Door" (Bob Dylan).
Both Solomon and I got A's.
Woohoo!!

Psychology

4:00 - 5:15 -- Sat Slept through lecture. The two gay guys in the class wouldn't shut up about dogs that "love" their masters and whales that sing for no reason.
5:15 - 5:40 -- Thought of leaving during break, but decided against it. We "only" had another hour to go.
5:40 - 6:40 -- Watched a video on "bad behavior." Oooh.

Farewell party for Jane

It was kinda fun. (i.e. the "music video." Eric stole the show!)
It was kinda sad. (i.e. the hugfest at the end.)
I hope she likes my "gift."

Few of us hung out afterwards, and ended up going to Boba Loca.
Steve works there now, and he took our orders.

Good times.

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

flaming hot cheetos + vanilla Coke = tonight's dinner.
Oh man, I nearly died of laughter when I saw emotion on his face. His eyes . . . oh man . . . lol hahahahahhaha
Beast: My life ain't "fun filled." I didn't bother to mention how all the customers were annoying the crap out of me yesterday. It was a horrible day at work.

Jules: Okay, then what DID you do? I remember when I used to eat spam like everyday. Grams used to make it for me. Mmm...

Dijonnaise: I ain't pissed no more. All you had to say was that you were joking. We cool.

***

There's this guy in our philosophy class, who usually sits on our left. I think he's Chinese. His head is shaved, like how mine kinda used to be. Anyway, the thing about this guy is, he never speaks a word. And his face, no expressions. He just sits on his desk, looks down, for the whole freakin' class.
No emotions, whatsoever.
He's a freakin' machine.

Today I was looking up the terms for our test when Adrian starts laughing and tells me to look at the machine. He had a smile on his face! Faint, but it was still a smile. We both cracked up like crazy.

Adrian: "See? He smiled!"
Dan: "Hey even the Terminator can smile. He's still a machine."

Good times.
man boner...
u have a fun filled life...
always with laughter...
well most of the time i think...

Monday, October 21, 2002

no i did not ask him out.
i'm too crazy to do anything in a normal way.
don't you know that???

i want spam.

Boner's Highlight of the Day


You know how I always mess around with Eric by saying "your mom!" all the time? Well I did that with Ben, this other host I usually work with, today.

Here's some samples:

Ben: "Hey what's in that package?"
Dan: "Your mom!"
Ben: "How did they fit her in there?"

Ben: "Dude, did you see that chick over there on table 73? She's wearing like tiger skin or something."
Dan: "Who? Where?"
Ben: (points to table 73) "Over there. See her?"
Dan: "Dude your mom's hot."
Ben: "My mom's dead!"
(he was joking)

Dan: "Hey I'm off."
Ben: "See ya dude. Don't do anything stupid."
Dan: "Like, your mom?"
both of us: "Ohhhhhhhhh."

I feel like I'm in 7th grade.
LOL . . .. HAHAHAHA
hey i went to albertson's last night and my bagger-chick's name was...
SAMARA.
yea i kept my distance from that one.
ahhh!!!!! don't talk about it anymore!!!!
Nice . . .

Man, my sister flipped her hair and it looked like the girl from The Ring.

Samara.

My mom is bringing home the japanese version.
awwww...
our neighbors think your cute...
I think...
PUAHHAHAHAAHAHHA

Sunday, October 20, 2002

this is a story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her... when she smiles


This song will be heard. Soon.

We made a little "video" for Jane Choi (or 'Jane Teacher' as Julie likes to call her) today at a park.

God, it was so gay.
I'm sure she'll love it.

"She never sleeps."


Quick recap of Saturday:

- Started the day off with EM servant meeting. It was supposed to start at 7am, right after morning prayer. I slept at around 3:30 in the morning (thank you Grace and Amy) so I naturally didn't get up on time. I woke up when Adrian called me, and got to church around 7:15. I'm off to a flying start.

- Went to guitar class. Our instructor let us hear this guy, William Keisenberg, who is supposed to be one of the top classical guitarists in the world, on CD. He played Mozart!. I forgot what the song was called, but it's one of those really famous ones, with the solo piano. Crazy stuff. Next Saturday is guitar midterm. I better practice.

- Came back to church. I met up with Dooj and Eric, and we went to Irvine to watch J. Lo's baseball game. Unfortunately, we didn't get to see J. Lo get down-Lo with the baseballs because the other team didn't show up. We went to eat at Wahoo's, then went to watch Gene's soccer game. He was the goalie! Again, unfortunately, we only got to see about 5 seconds of it since we got there at the end of the game.

- Headed back to Fullerton. We bought tickets for The Ring in advance, in case it gets sold out, then went to The Pit and played Counterstrike for like 3 hours. I hate their mouse. Mice. And their computers are slow. I hate cheaters. Especially the ones that blatantly cheat, and always lie about it by saying that they're "really good and l33t" and they don't hack. Whatever. At least we got to play 1 hour for free.

- Hung out at Barnes and Noble, since we had some time to kill before the movie. I spent most of the time listening to music. I really like Coldplay's new album. And Jimmy Eat World's old one. I wanted to get them both, but of course they didn't have 'em.

- Saw The Ring again. It still freaked me out. That's a sign of a good movie. Heidi screams like a girl. Oh wait.

- Back at home. The TV in my room is making me nervous.

Saturday, October 19, 2002

C: Our top-secret club, G.R.O.S.S.-- Get Rid Of Slimy girlS!
S: "Slimy girls"?!
C: I know that's redundant, but otherwise it doesn't spell anything.


Something funny happened yesterday.

I was at home, after working for a total of 2 hours.
(that's a whole other story, one that I don't really feel like telling)
I decided to do the laundry, since I had a lot of time before church started.
I was on my way to put the clothes in the dryer, when I saw 3 girls, probably like 8-9th graders, talking at the bottom of the stairs.
Right when I started coming down, they all looked up, faced each other, and started laughing.
Going through my mind: "What the heck? Are they laughing at me? Do I look funny?"
Well I did have on a grungy white shirt (with few stains), gray sweats, DC's, and I was also carrying a big, blue laundry basket.
So I thought, "okay, so I look pretty ghetto. Laugh it up. Har-dee-har-har."
I walked away, went to the "laundromat" (which has a total of 2 washers and dryers) and put the clothes away.
As I'm walking back, I saw one of the girls "peeking" out behind the stairs, stretching her neck out.
Right after she saw me, they all started laughing again.
And it continued until I went up and got in my apartment.

I asked few people girls what that was all about.
They all said the same thing: those girls probably thought I was "cute."

You. Gotta. Be. Kidding. Me.

That's what girls do?!
They laugh (or "giggle") when you see a "cute" guy?

"Cute" my arse.

Friday, October 18, 2002

wow danny
u had a long day...
i just....
mall and islands... and STUPID TRANSPORTER>..
ok REVIEW On Transporter...
GOOD GOD...
I admit i didnt come in time for the first 20 mins of the movie...
BUT IT WAS SHORT!!!!
it was a great action movie...
cute chinese girl...
and after an hr... it was done...
good god...
not worth the money to watch at the movies

Thursday, October 17, 2002

A Day in the Life of a Boner


Philosophy

Adrian didn't show up.
We split into 6 groups, and went over study terms for our midterm, which is on next Thursday.
Our group spent most of the class telling each other pirate jokes, racist jokes, and priest jokes.
We're so gonna fail.

Lunch after Philosophy

We headed to McDonald's.
Many kids from Fullerton High were there, eating, loitering, smoking, and some, doing all three.
Some Avril Lavigne-wannabe "insulted" Michelle by saying, "you're so tiny!"

"Studying" before Psychology

We studied at our usual place, the student center.
Michelle played games on Solo's PDA.
Paul did his usual shtick.
Solo, Lisa, and I studied for about 30 minutes.
We ended up telling jokes for the rest of the time.
Lisa and Michelle didn't "get" or "like" any of my jokes.
Screw them.
Of course they loved the stupidest joke.
"What are caterpillars afraid of?"
"Dog-pillars."

Psychology

Adrian was supposed to show up for the midterm.
Apparently he was/is still too sick.
Mr. Flores, our teacher, told us that the test shouldn't take more than an hour, and that there would be a lecture after.
He added that after finishing the test, we should get back by 5:10 for the lecture.
Yeah, right.
I finished in about 30 minutes, signed the attendance book, and got the hell out of there.

"Stop ignoring me!!"

I went to Dooj's house, and we waited for Paul to come so we can all hang out.
Steve called and he ended up coming too.
After an hour, they both showed up. Fuggin laggers.
Where did we go? Islands of course!
We had fun eating and goofing around, as usual.
Dooj was kinda sad 'cause we didn't really get to see Christie all that much. :(

Home

Was it a good day?
good day today, indeed bones?

Give up?! Never!
me too. i give up.
if doojin and julie give up too (which i believe will not be necessary. lucky bastard)
we can all arrange to have a group sulking session.
sigh.
I give up.

"How can you give up if you haven't even tried?"

Uhh... I dunno.

Wednesday, October 16, 2002

who is this elusive HER dammit?
i have my strong suspicions, but dang it i could be wrong!

*the best way i ever woke up*

on saturday i was a very tired little girl. er... big girl.
i had been at church all day long.
then you burst into the scene with adrian after the retreat with the crazy white people.
we went into the EM sanctuary.
i was on the back back back pew and i fell asleep.
when i woke up, you were on the electric playing radiohead.
creep.
i was like: *blink blink yawn* that sounds so good.
i am awake now.
i peeked over all the pews and there was you! and there was adrian!
suddenly i was overtaken with Fan Mania. i became your duo's number one fan.
i got myself up and went to a closer pew.
then i peeked at you guys playing and i was filled with love and awe at mr. guitar and mr. drums.
i LOVE men that play instruments.
with a serious look on their face.

byebye!!!

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

DooJ's RaJa Prediction:

Dream 1: The tiger represent HER heart and you must defeat the tigers to go in to the mall(heart). And you guys can shop together. :-O

Dream 2: She kizersoza-ed you. She wanted the individual to point it out by saying "is that her?" Just to see your cute reaction!!!! :-O

Bottom line: You are her beacon to her darkness. :)
I had a couple of dreams this morning.

Dream 1: I was in this fiery cavern-like place, running away from freaky monsters. Then I crossed a bridge over "melted MAG-MA" and ended up at a shopping mall. It was deserted, except for tigers. There were tigers guarding the mall!

Interpretation: I've been reading Dante's "Inferno" and that cavern definitely seemed like it could be one of those Nine Circles of Hell described in that book. And for the tigers at the mall? I watched a Simpsons episode on Sunday where Bart and Milhouse live at the mall for a week, and Chief Wiggum releases leopards to get them.

Dream 2: I was at a seaport with a lot of church people. It seemed like we just came back from a trip (Catalina?). People were packing stuff, driving their cars, getting ready to leave. Then I saw HER inside a car, with few other girls. Then someone walked by (I forgot who) and pointed at HER and said something like, "is that HER?" Then I got all embarrased and walked away.

Interpretation: Uhh... I'm getting paranoid... I think she might know. Crap.

***

Dijonnaise: She's the one that told me that, you freak.

Beast: It ain't that great. If you really want to go, I could ask.
omgoodness.
i'm not even gonna ask how you know when "she" PMSes.
i wanna go to holloween haunt...
never gone...

Monday, October 14, 2002

"We're getting too old for this shit."


Am I moody?

Apparently Grace, Amy, and Charlotte think so.
Grace even claims I go through this "once-a-month" thing, like PMS.
And it's usually the same time as hers.

Freakish.

I'm not moody dammit!

***

I've been invited to the highly-secretive KSF society. (Knott's Scary Farm)
I wasn't gonna go, since I think I'm getting too old for that crap, and I had a horrible time the last time I was there.
But Paul kinda talked me into reconsidering it.
So I made a deal with Heidi: I'll go, but if they can't get the tickets 'cause they're sold out or whatever, we'll just go see "The Ring" instead.

Score!

Sunday, October 13, 2002

silent words from my heart to you
my empty filled, filled up with you

I slip another smile in your pocket
my heart is racing to you like a rocket

Saturday, October 12, 2002

hello mr. bones~

goodness.. you run very fast, and with lots of spunk~!
spunky...yep... very spunky~
see you wednesday at the track!!

Friday, October 11, 2002

Sorry people, but The Ring opens on the 18th, which is next Friday.
So we obviously can't go see it tomorrow.
My mistake.
There's still like 15 movies opening up today, so if you want, let's go see one.
"You rike? I rike."
i like.
i like you. i like how you are hard on the outside. soft on the inside.
like a hard taco. like a plain m&m. like a watermelon.
i like how you are not easily impressed, unlike me.
i like how you raise your eyebrow at what i would go crazy over, but you are just wateverz.
i like how you like music. and the junior high kids.
i like how you are nice to girls secretly.
i like your sensitive blogs. i like your pissed off blogs. i like your little quotes.
i like how you like praise. and i like your prayers. you are tied with paul shin for best prayers.
i like how you showed me that boys can't talk to the girls they like either! (eye opener!)
i like!!! be my oppa!!! (hehehehehehehehehe. did i scare you with this little "poem")
o man...
think imma die tho soon...
IM IN PAIN...
BONUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Thursday, October 10, 2002

Before you die, you see...

The Ring


And I saw it tonight.

There was a special screening at the Block, and I went with Andy, Jane, and Charlotte.
They had 2 tickets (admit two), so we couldn't invite more people. (sorry)

Anyway, the movie.

It's very good.
Very creepy.
It takes a lot to get me creeped out, so that's a compliment.
Think Sixth Sense, times 10.
I want to see it again.
In fact, let's all go watch it on Saturday night.
You down?

Tuesday, October 08, 2002

O SHOOOOOOOO!
dood i just saw your blog in its webpage form and
almost had myself a hernia!
it's friggin genius, ma fren! genius!
er i mean. it's off DA HOOK yo!
hollaaaaaaaaa
btw, that picture of JGL is absolutely beautiful.
menacing:
i suppose not exactly menacing...
more like ... scowling badass?
but with the hair, it's more like
punky jackass. playful punky jackass.
o man. i said "ass" an awful lot of times, din't i?
i'll try to keep the bad language within my own blog next time.

Monday, October 07, 2002

dear mr. daniel.

frickin a, bones, i have a bone to pick with you.
who is the girl.
it's not fair dam you.
you know my object of affection.
and you used it against me in the presence of others on friday.
how rude. how very very rude.
and pompass.
please don't do that again, altho i am not bitter.

tell me who the girl is or die!
Watched 2 DVD's today.

Jason X: Mindless fun. If you like watching people getting impaled and ripped to shreds, that is.

Amores Perros: Amy recommended this Mexican flick, so I decided to give it a go. Too bad the DVD didn't feel like working with my PS2. I got to see about 2/3 of it. I admit, it was pretty good. Now I just want to see how it ends dammit. The title means "Love is Shit" but literally translates to "Dog Love." It's about love. And it has dogs. Very clever.

***

Dijonnaise: I can't talk to her. I get all retarded when she's near, more than usual. Gracie and Clara even witnessed the bumbling tomfoolery in action. They think it's cute. Kill me.
And the hair; younger = good, less menacing = good. So I looked menacing before?!
sup foo.

dream:
once i had a dream about the boi.
he told me he was flattered but not interested.
the next day (in real life) he had stopped talking to me and ignored me for a few weeks.
so hurry up and talk to her before she really does find someone else.

hair:
you look younger with hair.
and not as menacing. holla.
Had a dream.
About her.

She was dating someone else.

%(!@#^$&^!!
I've been getting a lot of compliments on the hair.
What's up with that?
I mean, I'm flattered and all, but it's not like's it's exactly new.
I've had hair like this before!

Beast: Your leg is atrocious. It's bigger than my whole body. Please get it checked out. For the love of God.

Jules: Stop talking like that, or I'm going to kill you. You like that? :)

Sunday, October 06, 2002

to boner,
MAH F***** leg is KILLIN ME.!!!
tomorrow doctor...
and gotta see what happens
its worse then before man...
mah leg is way HUGER then mah other leg...
we are the champions my friends
and we'll keep on fighting 'till the end
we are the champions
we are the champions
no time for losers
'cause we are the champions of the world


courtesy of Queen
"It better be fun, or else" i love empty threats.
i love ... you
Will Graham: I thought you might enjoy the challenge. Find out if you're smarter than the person I'm looking for.
Hannibal Lecter: Then, by implication, you think you're smarter than I am, since it was you who caught me.
Will Graham: No, I know I'm not smarter than you.
Hannibal Lecter: Then how did you catch me?
Will Graham: You had... disadvantages.
Hannibal Lecter: What disadvantages?
Will Graham: You're insane.

Will Graham is my hero.
He has crazy detective skills.
I want to be just like him.

Saturday, October 05, 2002

"Look Ma, no hands!"


We won our little "scrimmage" between our small group and Jason's small group (freshmen guys).

I didn't make any shots.

I suck.

Adrian and I had some fun riding bikes after the game.
We rode down to Orangethorpe and came back around on Brookhurst.
It was so fun, we felt like kids again.

Now it's time to get ready for "Hana and Julie's Partay" up in Bel Air.
It better be fun, or else.
The End of Evangelion = rapage of my fragile little mind.

I don't even want to try to explain what that ending was.

Thursday, October 03, 2002

Boner: So, boredom or drama?
Friend: ...

(10 seconds later)

Friend: Boredom.

Tuesday, October 01, 2002

The Return of Spike Spiegel


It's good to have hair again.

more drama...


Good grief.

My mom and I had an interesting conversation.
She kinda/sorta "lectured" me on my sarcasm.
She said I shouldn't talk like that all the time, 'cause people misunderstand me, 'cause they don't know me.
But she does.
Because she's just like me.
I thought it was funny.

Then she cried.
It breaks my heart to hear her cry.
I hate it.
I think know she's worried about me.

My goal in life is to someday be a person that my mom would be proud of, so that she can say that it was all worth it, going through so much crap raising this skinny little kid.
That's the least I can do.

"The horror. The horror."


HOLY CRAP.

I just had the craziest dream.

Oh God.
Oh no.
I dunno what I'm supposed to think about this.

I can't describe it on here 'cause it involves some people that I know, and I know they read this.

This is madness.

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