Friday, December 27, 2002

Thanks for joining me. The trip did have a lot of "little" moments. I wish we could have filmed them.

Oh man, when I think about them . . . I cannot help but laugh.


"For death and glory?" . . . . Yes . . . . YES!

"Contour"

"Man snack"

Playing "Confidential Mission" all the way to the end, only to lose on that last mission. Beating Time Crisis 2 . . . again. Beating Mars Mission. Last stage on Raiden Fighters.


More madness to come.

Back from the quest.



We didn't really do a whole lot, but the trip was filled with "little" moments.
Some highlights:

"Lugged. So lugged."
"Lugged Riner."
"Ugged Riner."
"You are one ugged mother."

"Is this it? Is this all you can conjure up Solomon?"

"What is this?"

"Korea snack."


"You guys go and follow him."
"Uhhh..."
"Come on. There's gonna be pretty girls there."
"I have a girlfriend!"
"Not for you. For him."
"No! Don do dat!"
"It's a trap Boy."
"It's an ambush."


"He looks like you."
"Who?"
"Him. A little."
"Hahaha. No way."
"Yeah you do! A little."
"Okay okay he's my dad too."

"Hey your stepmom thinks I look like your dad."

"Brother!"

"FOCK US!"
(Focus)

***

Minhee: Thanks! Hope you have a great retreat.

Boy: The quest for Vegas has ended. The quest for Diego has just begun.

***

Tomorrow we'll be heading down to San Diego for the Christmas Conference.
We'll be back next Thursday, I think.

Feel free to post some stuff while I'm gone and make my neglected blog happy.

***

Last week of December, last week of 2002.
That means... yeah.

who are you?
when will you be through?
yeah it's just a phase
it will be over soon
yeah it's just a phase
yeah it's just a ...phase
(and I'm waiting for it to be over too)

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

Merry christmas Daniel~! hope your journey on the road with Adrian will be a blast! I will be praying for you guys~!
Merry Christmas Boy. The wild ride begins today. I will see you everyday for the next two weeks. Time for some crazies.

Happy birthday Jesus.


It just feels weird staying at someone's home while they're doing the whole "Christmas morning with family" thing.

***

My posts have been very sparse as of late, and I'm afraid it's not going to get better anytime soon.
I'm off on a trip quest with Adrian to conquer the world.
It'll take three days.

***

MxPx - Christmas Day

she waits and prays
because it's almost Christmas day
a little faith
could always go such a long way

there's something about the way you spend your Christmas
there's something about the way you care
there's something about the way you care

a little goes a long way
a little goes a long way
a little goes a long way
a little goes along on your Christmas day


there's Christmas cheer
enough to last you three whole years
there's a mistletoe
if you were me then you would know

the snow outside covers the ground
and as I watch it falling down I think of her so far away
and how much I'd like to be with her on Christmas day
on Christmas day
on Christmas day
on Christmas day

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

Fortune Cookie: Call a friend. Your voice will bring a smile.

I actually called someone, but she didn't pick up.
Figures.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

HOLLAAAAAA

i'm goin to catch Phantom Planet tonite in LA.
wanna come?
$10 + "convenience fee" = $11.25
egh. i'll just ask you @ church.

Saturday, December 21, 2002

Friday, December 20, 2002

Fortune Cookie: Wise man say: Successful person, one who recognized chance, and took it.

***

Playstation 5.

***

Eric: Kill Bill is a new action movie written and directed by Quentin Tarantino. It's gonna be bloody. It's gonna be awesome. And it's gonna be better than the Matrix sequels. And that "yellow and black strip suit" is an homage to Bruce Lee. He wore it in Game of Death, his last movie.

is the yellow and black stip stuit suppose to be sexy??
I got a long way to run
yeah, I run...

Thursday, December 19, 2002

eric: the movie coming out in 2003 starring uma thurman and lucy liu.... i think in the movie uma thurman is wearing a yellow with black strip suit or something hahah
wat is Kill Bill...

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

This Friday


Gangs of New York is opening.
Normally I wouldn't be excited one bit for a movie starring Leonardo Dicrapio, but this will be an exception.
Why?
Four words: Kill Bill teaser trailer.

I guess the fact that it's directed by Martin Scorcese won't hurt either.
And Daniel Day-Lewis supposedly kicks ass in the movie.

So who wants to watch it?
We can just leave after the Kill Bill preview.
wut? u watched it AGAIN???

The Two Towers, Again


It was even better the second time.
The end, when they're coming down the mountain, and the music... oh my goodness it gives me the willies.

The Two FREAKIN' Towers


Kick ass action, check.
Beautiful music, check.
Bad ass moves from Legolas, check.
Gimli doing/saying funny stuff, check.
Homoerotic tone between Frodo and Sam, check.
Lots and lots of CGI, check.
3 hours long, check.
To be continued next November December, check.

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

i rather live across the street from john nash and learn all this coOl stuff from him :)

wife....sister....

adrian...daniel....
can i join the family?
shoot, i wouldnt mind being the guy who lives across the street from natalie portman.
Minhee: Naw, it is my younger sister.
adrian: isn't that natalie portman from star wars? haha
My wife.
She just doesn't know it yet.
Who's that? ^^
where is my mind?
where is my mind?
where is my mind?
way out in the water
see it swimmin'?
wow
This makes me feel a lot better.

Monday, December 16, 2002

wow .. such strong language... daniel... i hope you are okai .... please don't be sad... or mad... :) SMILE~!
vent

Fuck servers.
Fuck them up their stupid asses.
If I had any faith in people, it's gone now.

And fuck the rain.

/vent

Great start to a great week.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

Saturday, December 14, 2002

ballroom dancing is sooo cool. there's this movie i saw, strictly ballroom dancing, and it's sooo cool!

One two cha-cha-cha.


I had to "help out" at my uncle's studio for his annual Christmas party showcase tonight.
What kind of a studio?
A dance studio.
A ballroom dance studio.

The following is a transcription of my thoughts throughout the night.

6:07pm: What the hell am I doing here?

6:16pm: This is gonna be the gayest night, evar.

6:33pm: So many geezers.

7:02pm: At least I'm getting fed.

7:03pm: This tastes horrible. I'm gonna have to get something on the way home.

7:19pm: Man, you haven't lived 'till you've seen people slowdance to "Silent Night." Now I can die in peace.

7:25pm: I can't believe Adrian was going to walk home today. What's up with that Boy?

7:37pm: I wonder what she's doing. I wonder if she's sitting home wondering about me. God I'm so pathetic.

Yadda yadda yadda.

My uncle is an awesome dancer. I had seen him teach lessons and stuff, but today was the first time I actually saw him perform in front of people. He's crazy good. Not bad for a guy in his 40's. How did he get so good? It can't be in the genes, no one else in our family can dance worth a crap. He must have been adopted. He's gotta have some black genes in there somewhere, only black people can move like that.

All I know is that if I ever lose my sanity and decide to learn ballroom dancing, I can learn from the best.
For free.

Friday, December 13, 2002

Jason lives.


I dropped and broke a plate (for the first time) at work today.
And today is Friday the 13th.
Coincidence? Pfft.

***

There's a new Jim Carrey movie coming out, called Bruce Almighty.
What's it about?

"God (Morgan Freeman) grows weary of people who blame him for everything wrong in their lives, so he picks the worst offender, Bruce (Jim Carrey) and grants him all the powers of God (good only within one square block of Bruce’s house) and bets him that he can’t successfully answer a prayer in a week."

I know it's blasphemy, but it sure looks funny.
It also clears up the age-old debate: God is black.

Check out the trailer.
i kno joyce... and she is mah FRAN!!!

Thursday, December 12, 2002

what the heck did i start? ahhh .... who are you talking to?
look wat you started!!!! dang it!!!
to everyone who posts on daniel's blog: lets be nice to eric please~! :)

daniel: no cable and a tv that is has too much static?? don't watch tv when it has too much static.. you'll ruin your eyes~! noO contacts and glasses right?! haha

my goodness

poor eric....all this talk about him.
actually....poor joyce. all this talk about her.
i wonder if she knows. anyone tell her about the madness going on here?

steve: your post makes it seem like you had something with joyce. might wanna edit it.
eric: just enjoy the attention. i guess.
dustin: ragging on eric isnt complete without you.
joyce: hi joyce.i had nothing to do with this.
OOOOOOO
i KNOW JOYCE!!!!!!!!!! very WELL
Oh was I not supposed to know??? I thought I was the last one to find out... Everyone knows eric likes Joyce now... But i can't post anything joyce or "u know who" on Eric's blog cuz he threatens me to edit it or he erases it... Eric's a dictator... there's no freedom in Choing

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

Minhee: Oh yeah. I keep forgetting I don't really watch TV anymore. It's very static-y since I don't have an antenna. (and no cable!!)

Dustin: How did you know that Eric likes Joyce? Did someone spill it? Certainly wasn't me.
daniel: haha you're funny... that commercial has been on for about a month now... :)

dustin: i was just joking.. eric doesn't like joyce...
Dude, I just saw a commercial for the greatest TV show, evar.
It's called Joe Millionaire.

Basically the show is just like the Bachelor, except with a twist.
The guy that these girls are trying to get with makes about $19,000 a year, but they think he has 50 million dollars.
Why? Because that's what they're told.
They even visit "his" castle and ride "his" horses.

Oh man these gold diggers are gonna get screwed.
I can't wait.
Daniel likes someone??? Tell Who What???
Eric likes Joyce Kim???
Ah Too bad I still have 11 more months to go... until next thanksgiving
eric:i know you don't like her ... i was just teasing you :)
WHAT?
what crush??
that is not fair...now the whole church probably thinks i like joyce kim!!!
eric cho does NOT have a crush on joyce kim...
daniel cho is a big fat liar!!!
eric: so you hab a crush on joyce??? haha ic... coOl she is pretty

daniel: okai ... haha well hope your having a great day :)

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

I stole this from Danny Paik's blog.
No, I don't know who Danny Paik is.



***

Eric: Don't worry, I didn't tell anyone about your crush on Joyce.

Beast: Your mom is old.

Paulo: Sup.

Dijonnaise: Word.

Minhee: No.
your mom jokes.... i haven't heard that for a long time until couple of weeks ago through eric and daniel... are those jokes still around ? haha you guys are funny

daniel: just ask her out
... steven... friggin steven.
"your mom" NEVER gets old.
"your mom" is friggin gold.
steve: what do you mean the YOUR MOM business is getting old?
you spent the last 24 hours saying that to michelle.
eric: i dont think joyce looks like kirsten dunst. i actually thought about it and compared pics.
i dunno what youre thinking. or who you've been thinking about.
daniel: hey...
From Emode's Love Test.

"Daniel, when you're head over heels, you are an Independent Spirit

You appreciate having the space to do your own thing and don't tend to feel swayed by what others are up to. You're not the type who typically feels the need to hang out at the "cool" clubs or sample the latest restaurants just to say you have. In fact, you may not even know the latest buzz about those things since they really aren't important to you. You probably like to come up with your own ideas of how to spend an entertaining evening and with whom."

Hmm....
ERIC: this YOUR MOM business is getting old... come on... hehehehe
kristen dunst also looks like....
...
...
...your mom!!! (ohhhhhh!!!)

Monday, December 09, 2002

I thought Kirsten Dunst was cute.
Then Eric told me she looks like Joyce Kim, Diane's sister.

...

Forget what I said about Miss Dunst.

I girr you Eric.
it's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
it's like a whirlwind inside of my head
it's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
it's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

...

the sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

Sunday, December 08, 2002

We saw Action today.

First there was this.



And a lot of this.



And ended with some of this.

Friday, December 06, 2002

Thursday, December 05, 2002

sorrie dee but i'm not doing it ... i quit.... no mas....
i am NOT a monster, i am ....ok..i am..i have nothing clever to say.

note to daniel: haha..it was funny because my friend and i were in amerige heights and my friend said at island's there are only white people working there because they only hire white people. and i said, "no i have a friend (are you my friend??? =(...) who's korean who works there." and she's like, "really? oh!" and then i said, "but he's white-washed... he thinks he's white." friend says, "haha..that's funny!"

note to minhee: great...now that you said the "special thing on friday," daniel's gonna know what it is and he's gonna be waiting for it and then when we do it it's gonna be gay. great minhee great...
stay away from dee daniel .. she is a monsteR~! haha .. yea and sorrie if i scared you by telling you i used to cuss.. but that was like 4-5 years ago... i haven't cussed for about 4-5 years until recently by saying the cr*p word ... and the special thing on friday... you might just find out tomorrow.... praise and prayer night.. very excited

Welcome to Heidi and Minhee's chat log.


Minhee: I can't imagine you cussing. What special thing on Friday?

Heidi: There are no Asians at Islands. I'm white. Christie is half, so she doesn't really count.

Which reminds me of this interesting conversation.

Hope: (pointing at an Asian family) Daniel! Look! It's your family.
Daniel: Yeah. Did you see my other family on table 12?
Hope: This whole town is your family.
Daniel: Wow.
Hope: Haha. Did I offend you?
Christie: Even I was offended.
Daniel: Christie was half-offended.
What happened to Daniel's blog?
to dee: yea yea... whatever dee... no more special thing friday.. your gonna make me cuss again... and yea i think daniel is the only asian/american guy working there i don't know why i am answering for him... i am quite bored.... WOW WE POSTED A LOT IN DANIEL'S BLOG ...

to daniel:sorrie about all the posting.. it was dee's fault :)
note to minhee: i was NOT scheming ne thing. and i did not lose my cussing virginity before you! you admit you did it like 4 years ago, but EYE (
I) never cussed 4 years ago. boo ya!

question for daniel: is it true that you're the only korean/asian working at island's??
dee: yea, yea excuses, excuses... and yes i used to cuss like 24/7 but like 4 years ago and you did lose your cussing virginity before me... it wasn't my fault and wasn't fair you made me cuss with your stupid evil scheme TWICE ... forget it i'm not doing the special thing with you friday... you might make me cuss again... ohhHhhhHhhhh :)
note to minhee: i did not lose my cussing virginity before you....you just didn't do it for a long time. that was my FIRST time! ohhhhh!
note to daniel: so are u getting promoted? haha..that's funny. i sometimes forget managers are human beings too. their title is so intimidating. i forget most people are human....
daniel: don't hate december... think of all the gifts :) if you get promoted what do you do instead of hosting?
julie: omg min hee kim what? what did i do?

I hate December.


Jimmy Eat World - If You Don't, Don't

what's wrong baby?
don't they treat you like they should?
did you take 'em for it
or every penny that you could
we once walked out on the beach and once I almost touched your hand
oh how I dreamed to finally say such things
then only to pretend

don't you know I'm thinking?
driving 405 past midnight
you know I miss you
Ninth and Ash on a Tuesday night
I would write to you from a museum mile
and toast to you your whisper, your smile
up the stairs at Wheatherford
a ghost each place I hide


(if you don't, don't know why'd you say so?)
would you mean this please if it happens?
(if you don't know why would you say so?)
won't you get your story straight?
if you don't know, honey why'd you just say so?
well I need this now more than I ever did
if you don't, well honey then you don't


I left you waiting
at the least could we be friends?
should have never started
ain't that the way it always ends?
on my life I'll try today
there's so much I've felt I should say but
even if your heart would listen
doubt I could explain

so here we are now
a sip of wine
a sip of water
someday maybe
maybe someday we'll be smarter
and I'm sorry that I'm such a mess
I drank all my money could get
took everything that we had and I never loved you back

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

"...yea ...right"
Indeed.
Except for one.
:)
very nice, mr. daniel.
she's very purdy and she can kick ass
dont you wonder why we cant be surrounded by girls like that?
instead, we're surrounded by girls like.......

just messing around.
all the ladies we know are gorgeous

....yea
...right
omg.
minhee kim!!!
I'm in love.
With a girl.

So what if she ain't real?

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

wow...SHE talked to you too!!!
Doojin will help too!

today at work


Christie: That's okay. Daniel will help me. Right?
Daniel: Huh?

Melissa: Do you have a girlfriend?
Daniel: No.
Melissa: Why not?
Daniel: I dunno.
(after 5 seconds of silence)
Melissa: Do you have a boyfriend?
Daniel: No.
(after 5 seconds of Melissa's laughing)
Daniel: You're supposed to say, "why not?"
Melissa: (still laughing) Why not?
Daniel: I dunno.

Ryan (manager): How old are you man?
Daniel: 22.
Ryan: What?! You serious?
Daniel: Yeah. I'm actually turning 23 in January. How old did you think I was?
Ryan: 12. What are you doing still hosting man?
Daniel: Yeah! Why am I still a host?
Ryan: You're a hard worker man. You should get promoted real soon. As soon as you stop being a jackass.
Daniel: Dude, you know I can't help that. It's in my bones!
Ryan: Yeah I know. We'll just give you a button that says "Jackass" that you can wear on your shirt. People will probably give you sympathy tips. "Let it go honey. He's a jackass."
dee made me cuss twice todai in less than 10 minutes... i think she is jealous i don't cuss and the fact she lost her cussing virginity before me...oO and she lost it by saying a worse word than me...
"with great power comes great responsiblity" ...
MJ: Who are you?
SM: You know who I am.
MJ: I do?

Kirsten Dunst is pretty cute.

Monday, December 02, 2002

You people are way too eager to jump to your own conclusions.
I was merely pointing out the fact that it's one month to go 'till 2003.
Geez.

My tactic is... I have no tactic.
I wait.
I wait for nothing.
hey just wonderin if you're doing anything aside from waiting the month to pass.
if not, you should do something to let her know and then give her the month to either give you the 'go' or the sad 'sorry'.
otherwise it's possible that she may never have known.
whatever your tactics may be,
go daniel, go!
friggin holla.
till what? i do not understand... oOooOooo is it about HER~!~!~!~! ahhhh i'm over my person :)

if it is about HER. hmM why only one more month? i am quite confused ... haha maybe it is not about her.. haha hang in there!

Countdown


One more month to go...

Sunday, December 01, 2002

aren't u not supposed to tell people ur fortune from the cookie or let them touch it? everyone says it's not....but for some reason..i think that....
oOoO panda express... i can't live without it... haha and i'm sure the girl at the counter thought you were cute so she gave you two (uh huh...) last time i went a guy who worked there gave me 2 and 2 for my sister and brother because i asked nicely :)
I got two fortune cookies from Panda Express for some reason.
I guess the girl at the counter made a mistake.

Or maybe she thought I was cute and gave me an extra one.
(/sarcasm)

Cookie #1: You will soon find new adventure in life.
Interesting.

Cookie #2: You shall attain great wisdom with each passing year.
Well, duh. You only get wiser as you get older. You gain wisdom from each passing experience. Tell me something I don't know!
hi~! woah... DOA... i must practice... you were goOd....

"It was ghostly..."


Pretty tired, but I'm gonna blog since I actually have something to blog about.

I went to the Switchfoot concert at the Roxy.
It was pretty fun, and the band was much better than I thought they would be. The lead singer/guitarist was really good, and even though there was another guitarist (an Asian guy), he ended up playing most of the guitar parts, which was really impressive. The biggest surprise though is that I actually liked the opening bands. People tend to ignore the opening bands 'cause: (a) they usually suck, (b) they're no-namers, (c) both A & B. Well they were none of those. I especially liked the first band, Everybody Else. It was a simple 3-piece rock band, and they sounded very much like The Strokes, and if you have any taste at all, you should know that's definitely a GOOD thing. The second band was Noise Ratchet. They seemed to be a bit more popular with the crowd, and I could see why. They played with insane amount of energy, jumping, hopping, banging, and flinging their instruments around, especially the long-haired bassist. That guy was nuts.

We got a little lost trying to get home after the show, and ended up touring the big houses of Beverly Hills.
Oh and we saw some she-men.
Let's just end it at that.

Wednesday, November 27, 2002

Oh the joy.


I just got an X-Box (with 2 free games: Jet Set Radio Future and Sega GT 2002) and Splinter Cell.
I'm gonna go and open them now.

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

random conversations


Spidermasterplan
Humkay82 (10:35:23 PM): spidermanopoly?
Humkay82 (10:36:20 PM): ..spder....amopoly.....please?
Humkay82 (10:37:05 PM): Saturday Saturday!
Humkay82 (10:37:22 PM): minhee wants to play again..
Humkay82 (10:37:35 PM): and i want to play to
Humkay82 (10:37:38 PM): YAH
DBones80 (10:37:38 PM): you mean she wants to lose again?
DBones80 (10:37:41 PM): ohhhh
Humkay82 (10:37:44 PM): OOOOOOOOOOOOO

tinlkerbell05 (10:38:25 PM): i'm winning this time :-P
DBones80 (10:38:37 PM): sure.
tinlkerbell05 (10:39:24 PM): i'm serious ... don't do the "you mean she wants to lose again" :-P
tinlkerbell05 (10:40:55 PM): haah i hab a master plan
DBones80 (10:42:54 PM): I have three words for you
DBones80 (10:43:01 PM): Bring. It. On.
tinlkerbell05 (10:43:15 PM): haha three works for you
tinlkerbell05 (10:43:29 PM): you're. going. down
tinlkerbell05 (10:43:32 PM): :-P
DBones80 (10:43:44 PM): In. Your. Dreams.
tinlkerbell05 (10:43:56 PM): you. just. jealous
tinlkerbell05 (10:44:20 PM): :-P
DBones80 (10:44:57 PM): jealous of what?
DBones80 (10:45:05 PM): your losing streak?
tinlkerbell05 (10:45:08 PM): my. master. plan
tinlkerbell05 (10:45:14 PM): no not my losing streak
tinlkerbell05 (10:45:38 PM): my. master. plan
DBones80 (10:45:43 PM): yeah yeah
DBones80 (10:45:51 PM): master shmaster
tinlkerbell05 (10:47:22 PM): yea yea... i can tell your jealous
tinlkerbell05 (10:47:23 PM): :-)
DBones80 (10:47:41 PM): yeah. MY JEALOUS.

***

BiGBoYChOi18 (11:15:00 PM): no messages for me...
BiGBoYChOi18 (11:15:03 PM): so sad.....
DBones80 (11:15:07 PM): indeed.

Monday, November 25, 2002

My belt broke.

It actually broke in half.
How the heck does that happen?

Paul: "Because you're too buff. You flexed too hard."

Only if that were true...
gliuoo: am i the only one with hope?
DBones80: yup
i'll tell you what danger.
FRIGGIN FALLING BRANCHES!
now that's danger ma fren.
Today's fortune cookie: Your wisdom shall always keep you from danger.

What danger? And what WISDOM?!

***



I bet this dog is better than me.

Saturday, November 23, 2002

"Aww. Shut up boy."


'Twas a long day.

It began at 11.
We played a basketball game between the small groups: Kim JDSN's group (us) vs. Jason's group (freshmen).
I dunno what it was, but the game turned really physical and emotions ran high, especially near the end. It was ironic since we actually prayed before the game so that those things wouldn't happen. The game was really close, but we edged out and won, 21 to 20.

After that, it was time for praise practice for the revival. (1 pm)
It was good, as it always is, but this time we showed signs of fatigue. Dustin was tired since he had just come back from San Diego. Dooj, Adrian, and I were tired from basketball. Laura and Jenny had small group right before practice. We still got a lot done. "If There's One Thing" sounds really good.

We ate dinner at IHOP.
Steak and eggs, as always.

Then we headed to Adrian's house and watched the new extended version of The Fellowship of the Ring. It's so good. I can't believe they deleted those scenes. They're important. Especially the gift-giving scene. Stupid studio-heads. They made Peter Jackson cut the scenes for length. Hello? Remember Titanic? That movie was how long? And it made how much money? And won how many Oscars?
Morons.

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

The Good: Better day at work.

The Bad: Missed small group due to sleep. I zonked out after I got home from work.

The Ugly: It's only Wednesday.
Dijonnaise: Actually, I've been doing #3. That's just my style. It ain't really popular though. I wonder why.

More Dreams

I was a hobbit.
Frodo and I were stranded on a boat that was sinking fast.
Frodo was going crazy because he couldn't find Sally (Dooj's guitar).
I found it, then we both got out and swam to shore.
I rode some waves on Sally (with the case).

I remember feeling bad for the dwarves on the boat.
They stayed on the boat and died.
Ahh... those noble dwarves.
ingenious
ways to make one's week better:
1. sleep through the whole bastard (not recommended)
2. find one thing that brings you insane amusement and think of it every 5-10 minutes (works best with simple-minded folks such as i)
3. scowl at everyone and everything in sight (this should make you feel stupid, therefore inducing laughter at one's self)
4. i would tell you but i just realized how late it is and how sleepy i am. gnite.

Monday, November 18, 2002

"Why is everyone so hot for this girl? Has she got beer-flavored nipples?"


I've given myself a time limit.
If nothing "happens" by the end of the year, then it's over.
The end.
Fin.
Move on.

That gives me about 40 days.

If all goes well, that's cool.
If not, I can start the new year with a fresh start.

***

Work is a pain the ass.
I'm seriously considering quitting.

***

"It draws near. I can feel it."
This is gonna be a bad week.

Sunday, November 17, 2002

Nightmare on Artesia Street


Nightmare 1: Little Erin became Samara, that girl from The Ring. She even did the creepy walk.

Nightmare 2: I got to work about an hour late, and Christie got really mad at me. It was scary. She was still hot though.

Thursday, November 14, 2002

"Steve! Pass it out! Forget it."


We played some fierce basketball today at Sa Rang.

We lost every game. :(

Adrian = Van Horn. You so crazy boy.

Dooj = Van Exel. You got some sweet leaners.

Jason = Iverson. So fast. Crazy shots.

Steve = Shaq's body + Mark's shots. Please play like you're SUPPOSED to. And stop hurting people. Especially your OWN TEAMMATES. You almost broke Adrian's friggin' nose.

Boner = uhhh... Robert Horry? I made some lucky shots.
lol . . . HAHAHAHA . . .. "it's getting pretty crazy in here"

hahaha . . .John you get credit. Daniel was able to get some open drives to the basket because of you. It makes me laugh when I think of the amount of picks you set. You did pull a Mark at times though.

Boy you crazy, you hit the game winner!

(Jumps up and does the FANTA Dance!)

^_^

The old men do have a good team. For some reason, I have a feeling we will still win. Maybe it is JDSN, the terminator.

Maybe it is the desperation I play with knowing that Todai is on the line.

Regardless, we must win.
I get no credit for all those picks. *sigh*
Why why WHY? *pulling out hair*

"You gonna give me this? Huh?"


Our DSL went down yesterday.
I called them today and found out that, for some idiotic reason, they switched it back to my old number in Anaheim.
Why? WHY?!
So the guy fixed it. He was nice.

***

We had our small group last night.
It's been about 3 weeks since I attended small group. I missed one week 'cause that was the "bad week" and another one 'cause it was cancelled due to Kim JDSN having to go to the marriage retreat.
It felt good, getting back to the Word again. Although, we ended up talking about basketball for most of the time. Now that Seungwoo has started coming out, it's gonna be basketball, basketball, basketball.

Which reminds me...

***

Our small group is going to play the "old men" for Todai.
The "old men" consist of: Kareem JDSN, Surfer Jon, Marky Mark, John JDSN, Donny JDSN, Sung Sung Fung, and Jason.
According to Kim JDSN, they've been talking trash and "underestimating" us.
Well they have a good team, I think. But we still have a chance, as long as they have Mark.

Ahem.

***

So we played a couple of games after bible study.
We played 3 on 3: Kim JDSN, Seungwoo, and Ruben against Adrian, John, and me.

Totally unfair.

They won the first game, although we led most of the time, they came back at the end.
The second game had a very similar pattern. We were leading 7-5, then they came back and made it 7-9. We then turned it into 9-10. Then we got lucky and somehow won with the score of 11-10.
Adrian is crazy good. He's Van Horn.
John is... well, John. You gotta stop acting like Mark and put up "dumb" shots. Haha.

Tuesday, November 12, 2002

NOT fair! Christie!!!!!
Eh??
The time is coming . . . .
Today's fortune cookie: "You will make a change for the better."

What is this madness?

"Our saucy bartender will entertain ya."


Today was actually a good day at work.
I work nights on Tuesdays. The atmosphere is a little more relaxed, and I like the workers that work that shift.
I like working nights more than afternoons, so I think I'll change my schedule to work nights.
Ohhh, that means I can work with Christie.
Sweeeeeet.

Monday, November 11, 2002

"You're looking pretty FIERCE girl!"


I am the Champion of Monopoly.

***

The servers at Islands complain about Asians a lot. Especially to me.
Y'see, they're poor tippers. Especially the teenagers.
And after all the bitching, they always say, "no offense."
Like I'm offended.

There's this server, Melissa.
She's funny. And outgoing.
And she has the exact same birthday as me, even the year.
We were pretty busy because it was Veteran's Day, and the poor girl worked hard all day.
So naturally she ended up bitching about Asians.
"No offense."
None taken.

***

I had the best dream this morning.
Only if it came true...

***

Three squeaking girls = squeaking triplets = the squeaklets.

Sunday, November 10, 2002

Undignified


We had our very first practice for the "Undignified" revival yesterday.
I thought we sounded pretty good, especially Dooj's ARIA PRO. Ohhhhh.
Everyone's so good now, except me of course.
My guitar playing has been at the same level for like 5 years.
My Helga sounded horrible.
And the fact that it went out of tune after a minute of playing didn't help.
Playing with Doosuan's stuff was pretty cool, especially the delay.
The thing about the delay is, if I mess up on the guitar, it echoes that mistake over and over.

At least my strap is cool.

Thursday, November 07, 2002

It's Ben Affleck in tights, but dammit, this trailer is awesome!

"This class sucks! And blows!"


There was a mix-up yesterday regarding whether we were having our third exam today in psychology. I thought we were only doing group activity, but Lisa, Solo, and Michelle thought we were taking the test.
Actually, it was both.

I emailed our professor around 5 last night to clear up the confusion, and he replied about 4 hours later.
These are his exact words:

Daniel,

We have a test tomorrow and mentioned how if you emailed me I could send you the study terms. If you look at your syllabus you will find that the test is scheduled for tomorrow. We are first doing the group activity followed by the test.

Flores


Friggin' bastard. Like he ever goes by the syllabus. He did not utter a single word about the exam last week.
Anyway, I ended up not studying at all, and mostly worked on my skateboard (see previous post).

It would be really funny if I got the highest score out of all of us.

***

I went to Guitar Center with Dooj. I needed to get new strings for my Fender, a strap, and a tuner. I haven't changed the strings since, well, ever. I've had Helga (name of my guitar) for about 2 years now, and it's been misused and ignored for about, oh, 2 years. Joining the worship team for the revival (Broken Movement) has finally given me a chance to use her!

Sweeeeeeeeet.

Anyway, we got all the stuff, and Dooj looked at few bass guitars that he's considering buying in the future. Wait 'till you see my new strap. Oh man it's awesome. It's the CRAJ.

Wednesday, November 06, 2002

AHHHH~!!!!!
i will surely have nightmares....
i think i'm going to cry now.
spike? spike???
no no no.
ronda.
yes. ronda will do.
Pic of the Day



From the Japanese version of The Ring.

"If you build it, they will come."


I built my skateboard today!

1. I got the deck at the convention on Sunday.
2. I ordered all the other parts - trucks, wheels, bearings, etc. on Monday night.
3. The package came today.
4. I started working on it around 5:30
5. I just got done, around 8:30.

It's butt ugly. But hey, it's my first real board. I love it.

Now I have to name it...

Spike?
Random Thought

So I'm sitting here in front of the computer, minding my own business, not really doing anything, when this thought strikes me.

Hands are weird.

Think about it. Look at your hands. Look at your palms, with unique... uh, creases. And those fingers! How did God come up with fingers?! These things that stick out of your hands, and they BEND! (except Adrian's) And even more flabbergasting is fingerprints! Everyone has unique fingerprints! That's just wild.

I don't think I should have taken both drixoral and echinacea.

Tuesday, November 05, 2002

i am dozer/tank
click to take it!


When it comes to being mysterious, that's what you do best. You like to leave others puzzled and speak in riddles. You're not out there for the fame and fortune, you're just being yourself, doing what you do best. You're strong and courageous, and you're always the leader of the pack. You're skillful; people respect you, and you respect people.

Monday, November 04, 2002

Sunday, November 03, 2002

"You're a sicko pervert."


I spent the whole weekend hanging out with my boys.

Friday

I went to the youth group praise & prayer night.
I'm always late for the EM praise & prayer (at 6:30), so I've been going to the youth group's.
Afterward, I spent the night at the Wayne Mansion Dooj's house.
I took my PS2, so we had fun playing NBA Live 2003 all night.

Saturday
Dooj had to go to church for praise practice at 10.
We woke up at 11.
After practice, we played some ping pong, then went to Hometown Buffet for Paul's birthday. It's weird that he bought us lunch for his own birthday. I mean, shouldn't we be buying for him?
We then had to go shopping for food for the CCC bonfire, then a few of us split up and went to look at cell phones. After about an hour, I learned that I had put down a $400 deposit to get Verizon. My credit's gone to the toilet. I told Adrian about it and he told me that's the same amout he had to put down to get a phone. We wept together.
We went to Huntington for the bonfire. 100 people were supposed to show up. I think about 40 actually came. It was freezing. And kinda boring. Most people hung out with their own cliques, and we weren't any different.
I had locked my keys inside my car in the morning at Dooj's house, so we went back and tried to get inside somehow. Dooj's whole family came out and tried to help. (note: Dooj's dad looks hilarious in his "pajamas") Nothing worked. Thankfully, Paul's family had AAA, so we called them to help us out. The AAA guy took awhile, but he finally got the door to open. (thanks Angela!)
We spent the rest of the night playing NBA Live (again).

Sunday

Jr. high praise isn't going too great... and it's all my fault. I need to take the time to be more prepared, in choosing songs, practicing them, and praying for the worship. I always end up doing everything at the last minute, and the results aren't pretty. I need to get back on track.
We "ditched" the EM service today to go to the snowboard/skate convention in Long Beach. Today was the last day, so we had to go. :)
I went to get a skateboard. Better late than never I guess.
We took Sam, the gangster fob that lives with Eric, since he was supposed to be a crazy expert at snowboards. He didn't say a single word the entire trip, I think.
It was slim pickings over there, especially for skateboards. I got a deck for $25. I also looked at the new carveboards, which are like skateboards with huge wheels, basically letting you do wicked carves and surf on the streets. The guy I talked to was really into it, and he got me really excited about the whole thing. They're kinda expensive though (around $300-400), so I'm gonna research them some more and see how it goes with skateboarding first.
Dooj and Paul got shoes. Eric ended up not getting anything since his card got declined. I guess all those Jamba Juice bets he lost finally caught up to him.
We came back to Dooj's house, had pizza, and guess what? Played NBA Live. :)

side note: Eric thinks he's cool and "underground" 'cause he knows Rufio. Pffffft. I'm sure he read about them in our Jukebox or something. I would be more impressed if he knew Fugazi or NOFX. Well now it doesn't really matter since he'll read this and pretend to know them too. :)

Saturday, November 02, 2002

one more...

Finch - Post Script

I wish it didnt hurt, hurt like this
To say these things to you
I'll sacrifice
one moment
for one truth

If we get though tomorrow then we'll be fine
(Than we'll be fine)
We'll wait for, forever and see how close we get

It's just another day
One more chance to get this right
I'll sacrifice forever, please just for tonight

If we get though tomorrow then we'll be fine
(then we'll be fine)
We'll wait for forever and see how close we get
(WE GET!)

The worst is over for now
Take a breath, now let it out
The worst is over for now
Take a breath, now let it out
The worst is over for now
Take a breath, now let it out
The worst is over for now

Friday, November 01, 2002

It started with them, and it ends with them.
It's weird, 'cause I don't like them that much.

Anyway, this is the last song.
Music Week is officially over.

Dashboard Confessional - So Impossible


so she says:
everyone's going to the party
won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend
I'd be so pleased to see you
out of the classroom
wearing the smile that I'll bring you
I was hoping to learn a few things like..
do you do you like dishing the dirt
on the whole class
talking the big smack
playing the fool
wearing all of the latest fashions
or bucking the new trends
wearing your old threads
or if you like coffee in the evening
these are a few things that I'd like to know
that I'd like to know

so I say:
I've been scheduled to work but I'll call in
and my friend isn't busy
he'd be happy to join me
and maybe my friend and your friend
will hit it off
or maybe we will
I'm dying to know
do you do you like dreaming of things
so impossible or only the practical
or ever the wild
or waiting through all your bad, bad days
just to end them with someone you care about
and do you like making out
and long drives and brown eyes
and guys that just don't quite fit in
yeah do you like them?
so yes, I'll see you there
I gotta post a couple of songs that remind me of her of course.

Phantom Planet - Always On My Mind


everybody in this place get up and move away
for all I care this town's already dead and empty
I'm told that I'm a victim of obsession
that's what my friends say
oh I'm a fool for having ever let her tempt me

well I turn pale when she walks by
I am lost in her eyes
she is always on my mind
she is always on my mind


she glances over but she keeps on walking down that street
all I can do is hope that she is thinking of me
if I could blink
if I could breathe
if I could get my legs to move
well this could be the day I get this girl to love me

she had turned from a sound
well I must have cried out loud
she is always on my mind
she is always on my mind
This is my favorite song for the moment. It kicks ass.

Audiovent - Underwater Silence


here in your coma
here in your sleep
you have lost yourself somehow
you cannot hear me
although I scream
I can't stand to see you cry

tonight...

you dream under lonely eyelids
find what you're looking for
you sleep in underwater silence
alone


here in your empty
there's no breeze
claustrophobic in your skin
refuse reflections
when they're from me
so in my eyes they will end

tonight...

you dream under lonely eyelids
find what you're looking for
you sleep in underwater silence
holding me down


tonight
you are emotionless
hold on
and on

keep me alive in you
just keep me alive in you
just keep me alive

Thursday, October 31, 2002

CIA 'fo life.

Barenaked Ladies - Pinch Me


it's the perfect time of year
somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough I guess
considering everything's a mess
there's a restaurant down the street
where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
it's colder than it looks outside

it's like a dream
you try to remember but it's gone
then ya try to scream but it only comes out as a yawn
when ya try to see the world beyond your front door
take your time 'cause the way I rhyme's gonna make you smile
when ya realise that with a guy my size it might take a while
just to try to figure out what all this is for


it's the perfect time of day
to throw all your cares away
put the sprinkler on the lawn
and run through with my gym shorts on
take a drink right from the hose
and change into some drier clothes
climb the stairs up to my room
sleep away the afternoon

pinch me
pinch me
'cause I'm still asleep
please God
tell Me
that I'm still asleep

on an evening such as this
it's hard to tell if I exist
if I packed a car and leave this town
who'll notice that I'm not around?
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
all my stuff's here anyway

try to figure out what all this is for
try to see the world beyond your front door
try to figure out what all this is for
we always got each other.

C. I. A.

Travis - Why Does It Always Rain On Me?


I can't sleep tonight
everybody saying everything is alright
still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

sunny days
oh where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong

why does it always rain on me?
is it because I lied when I was 17?
why does it always rain on me?
even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning


I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by an invisible man
still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else

oh where did the blue skies go?
and why is it raining so?
it's so cold

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Rehab - It Don't Matter


sittin' in traffic
another day of feeling nothin'
trying to find somethin'
I guess it's back to huffin'
paint and model glue
oh how I die when I look at you
smilin', lovin' life, and all I know is blue
rainy days and cold stares
broken love affairs
everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile
who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin
depression's my only friend
and I don't know where I am headin'
tryin' to forget where I've been
and I'm so sick of lying
God please show me that silver lining
'cause I've heard tale and I'm not well
my head's full of hell and this world's a jail
but...

it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'cause everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to bear
it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'cause everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to bear


and as the pain begins to displace
had it to ear level With this place
you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
gradually I erase
and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but not in the room
to whom it may consume
melting ensembles bleeding chellos
running through bordellos
drama like Othello
hidin' out from Poncharello
dead off in the Median
fallin' apart like usual
handin' out flyers to my funeral

so they say that life's a play
and that all the world's a stage
for another part I pray
the show ends the same way everyday
and my heart carries the pain
of a brain I can't explain
am I insane?
am I insane?

and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything bad is here
and everything bad is here
and everything bad is here
it doesn't really matter now does it?
This song is so fitting right now.

Warning: Explicit Content

Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff


it's just one of those days
when you don't wanna wake up
everything is fucked
everybody sucks
you don't really know why
but you wanna justify
rippin' someone's head off
no human contact
and if you interact
your life is on contract
your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
it's just one of those days

it's all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
lettin' shit slip
or you'll be leavin' with a fat lip
it's all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
talkin' that shit punk
so come and get it


it's just one of those days
feelin' like a freight train
first one to complain
leaves with a blood stain
damn right I'm a maniac
you better watch your back
'cause I'm fuckin' up your program
and if you're stuck up
you just lucked up
next in line to get fucked up
your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
it's just one of those days

I feel like shit
my suggestion is to keep your distance
'cause right now I'm dangerous
we've all felt like shit
and been treated like shit
all those motherfuckers that want to step up
I hope you know I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
and if my day keeps goin' this way
I just might break somethin' tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
and if my day keeps goin' this way
I just might break somethin' tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
and if my day keeps goin' this way
I just might break your fuckin' face tonight

give me somethin' to break
give me somethin' to break
give me somethin' to break
how 'bout your fuckin' face
I hope you know I pack a chainsaw
a chainsaw
a motherfuckin' chainsaw

so come and get it

Jimmy Eat World - A Praise Chorus


are you gonna live your life wondering
standing in the back looking around
are you gonna waste your time thinking
how you've grown up or how you missed out
things are never going be the way you want
where's it gonna get you acting serious?
things are never gonna be quite what you want
even at 25 you gotta start sometime

I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go
and all I need is just to hear a song I know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight


are you gonna live your life
standing in the back looking around
are you gonna waste your time
gotta make a move or you'll miss out
someone is gonna ask you what it's all about
stick around nostalgia won't let you down
someone is gonna ask you what it's all about
what you gonna have to say for yourself?

crimson and clover
over and over
crimson and clover
over and over
our house in the middle of the street
why did we ever meet?
started my rock 'n roll fantasy
don't don't, don't let's start
why did we ever part?
kick start my rock 'n rollin' heart

I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go
so come on Davey, sing me something that I know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight
(here tonight)
I wanna fall in love tonight
(here tonight)
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight
wanna fall in love tonight
wanna fall in love tonight

Tuesday, October 29, 2002

This one's for Dooj.

Weezer - El Scorcho


goddamn you half-Japanese girls
do it to me every time
oh the redhead said you shred the cello
and I'm jello, baby
but you won't talk, won't look, won't think of me
I'm the epitome of public enemy
why you wanna go and do me like that?
come down on the street and dance with me

I'm a lot like you so please, hello I'm here I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you and you'd be good for me


I asked you to go to the Green Day concert
you said you never heard of them
how cool is that?
so I went to your room and read your diary:
"watching grunge leg drop New-Jack through a presstable..."
and then my heart stopped:
"listening to Cio-Cio San fall in love all over again"

how stupid is it?
I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
how stupid is it?
won't you gimme a minute
just come up to me and say "hello" to my heart
how stupid is it?
for all I know you want me too
and maybe you just don't know what to do
or maybe you're scared to say "I'm falling for you"

I wish I could get my head out of the sand
'cause I think we'd make a good team
and you would keep my fingernails clean
but that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'cause I can't even look in your eyes without shakin'
and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon

Taproot - I


I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I'm gonna win
I can't afford to blow this one

I hate myself sometimes I love myself
I need this way of life
because it holds me
I hate myself sometimes I love myself
contradictions the way of life
happiness is wealthiness is healthiness


now that I've made it through those lies and deceit
I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore
I'm sure that I have found myself again
it feels great
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate

New Found Glory - My Friends Over You


I'm drunk on your kiss
for another night in a row
this is becoming too routine for me
but I didn't mean to lead you on
and it's alright to pretend
that we still talk
it's just for show isn't it?
it's my fault that it fell apart

just maybe you need this
and I didn't mean to
lead you on


you were everything I wanted
but I just can't finish what I started
there's no room left here on my back
it was damaged long ago
though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you
my friends over you


please tell me everything
that you think that I should know
about all the plans you made
when I was nowhere to be found
and it's alright to forget
that we still talk
it's just for fun isn't it?
it's my fault that it fell apart

Monday, October 28, 2002

Oh I forgot to mention, it's Music Week here at A Boner's Thoughts, so I'll just be posting songs all week.

Songs that are on repeat on my Winamp, songs that I'm listening to in the car, songs that relate to me, songs that make me go "hmm...", songs that I wish I had written, songs that kick ass, songs that everyone has heard, songs that no one knows about, songs that remind me of various people, songs that I wish I can play (and sing), songs that I haven't heard in a long time, songs that are beautiful, songs that are catchy, songs that are short, songs that are in German, etc. etc.

Just songs, no "thoughts" by me. So don't mind me.
If you don't have any of these songs, get 'em. I'm sure you know how. If you really can't get them, I can make you a CD. Ask me nicely.
If you do have these songs, good for you.
Feel free to post any thoughts, insights, reflections, whatever.
This is for you, my so-called friend.

Unwritten Law - Seein' Red


I'm seein' red
don't think you'll have to see my face again
don't have much time for sympathy
'cause it never happened to me
you feelin' blue now
I think you bit off more than you could chew
and now it's time to make a choice
and all I wanna hear is your...

so follow the leader down
and swallow your pride and drown
when there's no place left to go
maybe that's when you will know
follow the leader down
and swallow your pride and drown
when there's no place left to go
maybe that's when you will know


and foolish lies
well can't you see I tried to compromise
'cause what you say ain't always true
and I can see the tears in your eyes
and what you said now
can't stop the words from running through my head
and what I do to get through to you
but you'd only do it again

well I confess
I don't know what to make from all this mess
don't have much time for sympathy
but it never happened to me
you feelin' down now
I don't know where I'll be when you come around
and now it's time to make a choice
and all I wanna hear is your voice

Dashboard Confessional - For You to Notice


I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said
it would come out insightful
or brave
or smooth
or charming
and you'd want to call me

and I would be there everytime you need me
I'd be there everytime

but for now I'll look so longingly waiting
for you to want me
for you to need me
for you to notice me

Saturday, October 26, 2002

We played another game against the freshman small group (Jason's group) today, and lost.
We were winning 17-10 until Kim JDSN left to go somewhere, and it all fell apart from there.
I think we had like 8 turnovers in a row.

Final score: 21-20.

Jundo, why?? Why did you leave us?!

***

We were supposed to go to Knott's Scary Farm today.
It got cancelled.

Plan B: Go see Jars of Clay at the House of Blues.
I dunno why, but for some reason I ended up not going.

Plan C: Go to Irvine, give Gene Lo a tennisball with our "autographs" for his birthday, and see Jackass: The Movie.
Good times.

***

How about them Angels?
Erstad's the MAN.

Friday, October 25, 2002

BONES!!!!!!!!
what are u gonna do tomorrow???
i work at 2:30 till 6...
what will i do? can i do it with you if you do something?
tellme soon...
Today's Panda Express fortune cookie = "A thrilling time is in your immediate future."

Hmmmmm....

"Do you hear yourself man?! 'Only' another hour to go??"


Yesterday = one of the longest days of my life. Evar.

Philosophy

We had our midterm today.
30 questions.
30 minutes.
22 answers correct.
That's a "C" folks.
I think he might grade it on a curve though, since most people didn't do that great either.

Adrian didn't come.
Lisa didn't come.
Pansies.

Guitar

Another midterm.
We had to do four things on the midterm: chromatic exercise, arpeggios, "Ode to Joy" (Beethoven) and "Knockin' on Heaven's Door" (Bob Dylan).
Both Solomon and I got A's.
Woohoo!!

Psychology

4:00 - 5:15 -- Sat Slept through lecture. The two gay guys in the class wouldn't shut up about dogs that "love" their masters and whales that sing for no reason.
5:15 - 5:40 -- Thought of leaving during break, but decided against it. We "only" had another hour to go.
5:40 - 6:40 -- Watched a video on "bad behavior." Oooh.

Farewell party for Jane

It was kinda fun. (i.e. the "music video." Eric stole the show!)
It was kinda sad. (i.e. the hugfest at the end.)
I hope she likes my "gift."

Few of us hung out afterwards, and ended up going to Boba Loca.
Steve works there now, and he took our orders.

Good times.

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

flaming hot cheetos + vanilla Coke = tonight's dinner.
Oh man, I nearly died of laughter when I saw emotion on his face. His eyes . . . oh man . . . lol hahahahahhaha
Beast: My life ain't "fun filled." I didn't bother to mention how all the customers were annoying the crap out of me yesterday. It was a horrible day at work.

Jules: Okay, then what DID you do? I remember when I used to eat spam like everyday. Grams used to make it for me. Mmm...

Dijonnaise: I ain't pissed no more. All you had to say was that you were joking. We cool.

***

There's this guy in our philosophy class, who usually sits on our left. I think he's Chinese. His head is shaved, like how mine kinda used to be. Anyway, the thing about this guy is, he never speaks a word. And his face, no expressions. He just sits on his desk, looks down, for the whole freakin' class.
No emotions, whatsoever.
He's a freakin' machine.

Today I was looking up the terms for our test when Adrian starts laughing and tells me to look at the machine. He had a smile on his face! Faint, but it was still a smile. We both cracked up like crazy.

Adrian: "See? He smiled!"
Dan: "Hey even the Terminator can smile. He's still a machine."

Good times.
man boner...
u have a fun filled life...
always with laughter...
well most of the time i think...

Monday, October 21, 2002

no i did not ask him out.
i'm too crazy to do anything in a normal way.
don't you know that???

i want spam.

Boner's Highlight of the Day


You know how I always mess around with Eric by saying "your mom!" all the time? Well I did that with Ben, this other host I usually work with, today.

Here's some samples:

Ben: "Hey what's in that package?"
Dan: "Your mom!"
Ben: "How did they fit her in there?"

Ben: "Dude, did you see that chick over there on table 73? She's wearing like tiger skin or something."
Dan: "Who? Where?"
Ben: (points to table 73) "Over there. See her?"
Dan: "Dude your mom's hot."
Ben: "My mom's dead!"
(he was joking)

Dan: "Hey I'm off."
Ben: "See ya dude. Don't do anything stupid."
Dan: "Like, your mom?"
both of us: "Ohhhhhhhhh."

I feel like I'm in 7th grade.
LOL . . .. HAHAHAHA
hey i went to albertson's last night and my bagger-chick's name was...
SAMARA.
yea i kept my distance from that one.
ahhh!!!!! don't talk about it anymore!!!!
Nice . . .

Man, my sister flipped her hair and it looked like the girl from The Ring.

Samara.

My mom is bringing home the japanese version.
awwww...
our neighbors think your cute...
I think...
PUAHHAHAHAAHAHHA

Sunday, October 20, 2002

this is a story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her... when she smiles


This song will be heard. Soon.

We made a little "video" for Jane Choi (or 'Jane Teacher' as Julie likes to call her) today at a park.

God, it was so gay.
I'm sure she'll love it.

"She never sleeps."


Quick recap of Saturday:

- Started the day off with EM servant meeting. It was supposed to start at 7am, right after morning prayer. I slept at around 3:30 in the morning (thank you Grace and Amy) so I naturally didn't get up on time. I woke up when Adrian called me, and got to church around 7:15. I'm off to a flying start.

- Went to guitar class. Our instructor let us hear this guy, William Keisenberg, who is supposed to be one of the top classical guitarists in the world, on CD. He played Mozart!. I forgot what the song was called, but it's one of those really famous ones, with the solo piano. Crazy stuff. Next Saturday is guitar midterm. I better practice.

- Came back to church. I met up with Dooj and Eric, and we went to Irvine to watch J. Lo's baseball game. Unfortunately, we didn't get to see J. Lo get down-Lo with the baseballs because the other team didn't show up. We went to eat at Wahoo's, then went to watch Gene's soccer game. He was the goalie! Again, unfortunately, we only got to see about 5 seconds of it since we got there at the end of the game.

- Headed back to Fullerton. We bought tickets for The Ring in advance, in case it gets sold out, then went to The Pit and played Counterstrike for like 3 hours. I hate their mouse. Mice. And their computers are slow. I hate cheaters. Especially the ones that blatantly cheat, and always lie about it by saying that they're "really good and l33t" and they don't hack. Whatever. At least we got to play 1 hour for free.

- Hung out at Barnes and Noble, since we had some time to kill before the movie. I spent most of the time listening to music. I really like Coldplay's new album. And Jimmy Eat World's old one. I wanted to get them both, but of course they didn't have 'em.

- Saw The Ring again. It still freaked me out. That's a sign of a good movie. Heidi screams like a girl. Oh wait.

- Back at home. The TV in my room is making me nervous.

Saturday, October 19, 2002

C: Our top-secret club, G.R.O.S.S.-- Get Rid Of Slimy girlS!
S: "Slimy girls"?!
C: I know that's redundant, but otherwise it doesn't spell anything.


Something funny happened yesterday.

I was at home, after working for a total of 2 hours.
(that's a whole other story, one that I don't really feel like telling)
I decided to do the laundry, since I had a lot of time before church started.
I was on my way to put the clothes in the dryer, when I saw 3 girls, probably like 8-9th graders, talking at the bottom of the stairs.
Right when I started coming down, they all looked up, faced each other, and started laughing.
Going through my mind: "What the heck? Are they laughing at me? Do I look funny?"
Well I did have on a grungy white shirt (with few stains), gray sweats, DC's, and I was also carrying a big, blue laundry basket.
So I thought, "okay, so I look pretty ghetto. Laugh it up. Har-dee-har-har."
I walked away, went to the "laundromat" (which has a total of 2 washers and dryers) and put the clothes away.
As I'm walking back, I saw one of the girls "peeking" out behind the stairs, stretching her neck out.
Right after she saw me, they all started laughing again.
And it continued until I went up and got in my apartment.

I asked few people girls what that was all about.
They all said the same thing: those girls probably thought I was "cute."

You. Gotta. Be. Kidding. Me.

That's what girls do?!
They laugh (or "giggle") when you see a "cute" guy?

"Cute" my arse.

Friday, October 18, 2002

wow danny
u had a long day...
i just....
mall and islands... and STUPID TRANSPORTER>..
ok REVIEW On Transporter...
GOOD GOD...
I admit i didnt come in time for the first 20 mins of the movie...
BUT IT WAS SHORT!!!!
it was a great action movie...
cute chinese girl...
and after an hr... it was done...
good god...
not worth the money to watch at the movies

Thursday, October 17, 2002

A Day in the Life of a Boner


Philosophy

Adrian didn't show up.
We split into 6 groups, and went over study terms for our midterm, which is on next Thursday.
Our group spent most of the class telling each other pirate jokes, racist jokes, and priest jokes.
We're so gonna fail.

Lunch after Philosophy

We headed to McDonald's.
Many kids from Fullerton High were there, eating, loitering, smoking, and some, doing all three.
Some Avril Lavigne-wannabe "insulted" Michelle by saying, "you're so tiny!"

"Studying" before Psychology

We studied at our usual place, the student center.
Michelle played games on Solo's PDA.
Paul did his usual shtick.
Solo, Lisa, and I studied for about 30 minutes.
We ended up telling jokes for the rest of the time.
Lisa and Michelle didn't "get" or "like" any of my jokes.
Screw them.
Of course they loved the stupidest joke.
"What are caterpillars afraid of?"
"Dog-pillars."

Psychology

Adrian was supposed to show up for the midterm.
Apparently he was/is still too sick.
Mr. Flores, our teacher, told us that the test shouldn't take more than an hour, and that there would be a lecture after.
He added that after finishing the test, we should get back by 5:10 for the lecture.
Yeah, right.
I finished in about 30 minutes, signed the attendance book, and got the hell out of there.

"Stop ignoring me!!"

I went to Dooj's house, and we waited for Paul to come so we can all hang out.
Steve called and he ended up coming too.
After an hour, they both showed up. Fuggin laggers.
Where did we go? Islands of course!
We had fun eating and goofing around, as usual.
Dooj was kinda sad 'cause we didn't really get to see Christie all that much. :(

Home

Was it a good day?
good day today, indeed bones?

Give up?! Never!
me too. i give up.
if doojin and julie give up too (which i believe will not be necessary. lucky bastard)
we can all arrange to have a group sulking session.
sigh.
I give up.

"How can you give up if you haven't even tried?"

Uhh... I dunno.

Wednesday, October 16, 2002

who is this elusive HER dammit?
i have my strong suspicions, but dang it i could be wrong!

*the best way i ever woke up*

on saturday i was a very tired little girl. er... big girl.
i had been at church all day long.
then you burst into the scene with adrian after the retreat with the crazy white people.
we went into the EM sanctuary.
i was on the back back back pew and i fell asleep.
when i woke up, you were on the electric playing radiohead.
creep.
i was like: *blink blink yawn* that sounds so good.
i am awake now.
i peeked over all the pews and there was you! and there was adrian!
suddenly i was overtaken with Fan Mania. i became your duo's number one fan.
i got myself up and went to a closer pew.
then i peeked at you guys playing and i was filled with love and awe at mr. guitar and mr. drums.
i LOVE men that play instruments.
with a serious look on their face.

byebye!!!

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

DooJ's RaJa Prediction:

Dream 1: The tiger represent HER heart and you must defeat the tigers to go in to the mall(heart). And you guys can shop together. :-O

Dream 2: She kizersoza-ed you. She wanted the individual to point it out by saying "is that her?" Just to see your cute reaction!!!! :-O

Bottom line: You are her beacon to her darkness. :)
I had a couple of dreams this morning.

Dream 1: I was in this fiery cavern-like place, running away from freaky monsters. Then I crossed a bridge over "melted MAG-MA" and ended up at a shopping mall. It was deserted, except for tigers. There were tigers guarding the mall!

Interpretation: I've been reading Dante's "Inferno" and that cavern definitely seemed like it could be one of those Nine Circles of Hell described in that book. And for the tigers at the mall? I watched a Simpsons episode on Sunday where Bart and Milhouse live at the mall for a week, and Chief Wiggum releases leopards to get them.

Dream 2: I was at a seaport with a lot of church people. It seemed like we just came back from a trip (Catalina?). People were packing stuff, driving their cars, getting ready to leave. Then I saw HER inside a car, with few other girls. Then someone walked by (I forgot who) and pointed at HER and said something like, "is that HER?" Then I got all embarrased and walked away.

Interpretation: Uhh... I'm getting paranoid... I think she might know. Crap.

***

Dijonnaise: She's the one that told me that, you freak.

Beast: It ain't that great. If you really want to go, I could ask.
omgoodness.
i'm not even gonna ask how you know when "she" PMSes.
i wanna go to holloween haunt...
never gone...

Monday, October 14, 2002

"We're getting too old for this shit."


Am I moody?

Apparently Grace, Amy, and Charlotte think so.
Grace even claims I go through this "once-a-month" thing, like PMS.
And it's usually the same time as hers.

Freakish.

I'm not moody dammit!

***

I've been invited to the highly-secretive KSF society. (Knott's Scary Farm)
I wasn't gonna go, since I think I'm getting too old for that crap, and I had a horrible time the last time I was there.
But Paul kinda talked me into reconsidering it.
So I made a deal with Heidi: I'll go, but if they can't get the tickets 'cause they're sold out or whatever, we'll just go see "The Ring" instead.

Score!

Sunday, October 13, 2002

silent words from my heart to you
my empty filled, filled up with you

I slip another smile in your pocket
my heart is racing to you like a rocket

Saturday, October 12, 2002

hello mr. bones~

goodness.. you run very fast, and with lots of spunk~!
spunky...yep... very spunky~
see you wednesday at the track!!

Friday, October 11, 2002

Sorry people, but The Ring opens on the 18th, which is next Friday.
So we obviously can't go see it tomorrow.
My mistake.
There's still like 15 movies opening up today, so if you want, let's go see one.
"You rike? I rike."
i like.
i like you. i like how you are hard on the outside. soft on the inside.
like a hard taco. like a plain m&m. like a watermelon.
i like how you are not easily impressed, unlike me.
i like how you raise your eyebrow at what i would go crazy over, but you are just wateverz.
i like how you like music. and the junior high kids.
i like how you are nice to girls secretly.
i like your sensitive blogs. i like your pissed off blogs. i like your little quotes.
i like how you like praise. and i like your prayers. you are tied with paul shin for best prayers.
i like how you showed me that boys can't talk to the girls they like either! (eye opener!)
i like!!! be my oppa!!! (hehehehehehehehehe. did i scare you with this little "poem")
o man...
think imma die tho soon...
IM IN PAIN...
BONUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Thursday, October 10, 2002

Before you die, you see...

The Ring


And I saw it tonight.

There was a special screening at the Block, and I went with Andy, Jane, and Charlotte.
They had 2 tickets (admit two), so we couldn't invite more people. (sorry)

Anyway, the movie.

It's very good.
Very creepy.
It takes a lot to get me creeped out, so that's a compliment.
Think Sixth Sense, times 10.
I want to see it again.
In fact, let's all go watch it on Saturday night.
You down?

Tuesday, October 08, 2002

O SHOOOOOOOO!
dood i just saw your blog in its webpage form and
almost had myself a hernia!
it's friggin genius, ma fren! genius!
er i mean. it's off DA HOOK yo!
hollaaaaaaaaa
btw, that picture of JGL is absolutely beautiful.
menacing:
i suppose not exactly menacing...
more like ... scowling badass?
but with the hair, it's more like
punky jackass. playful punky jackass.
o man. i said "ass" an awful lot of times, din't i?
i'll try to keep the bad language within my own blog next time.

Monday, October 07, 2002

dear mr. daniel.

frickin a, bones, i have a bone to pick with you.
who is the girl.
it's not fair dam you.
you know my object of affection.
and you used it against me in the presence of others on friday.
how rude. how very very rude.
and pompass.
please don't do that again, altho i am not bitter.

tell me who the girl is or die!
Watched 2 DVD's today.

Jason X: Mindless fun. If you like watching people getting impaled and ripped to shreds, that is.

Amores Perros: Amy recommended this Mexican flick, so I decided to give it a go. Too bad the DVD didn't feel like working with my PS2. I got to see about 2/3 of it. I admit, it was pretty good. Now I just want to see how it ends dammit. The title means "Love is Shit" but literally translates to "Dog Love." It's about love. And it has dogs. Very clever.

***

Dijonnaise: I can't talk to her. I get all retarded when she's near, more than usual. Gracie and Clara even witnessed the bumbling tomfoolery in action. They think it's cute. Kill me.
And the hair; younger = good, less menacing = good. So I looked menacing before?!
sup foo.

dream:
once i had a dream about the boi.
he told me he was flattered but not interested.
the next day (in real life) he had stopped talking to me and ignored me for a few weeks.
so hurry up and talk to her before she really does find someone else.

hair:
you look younger with hair.
and not as menacing. holla.
Had a dream.
About her.

She was dating someone else.

%(!@#^$&^!!
I've been getting a lot of compliments on the hair.
What's up with that?
I mean, I'm flattered and all, but it's not like's it's exactly new.
I've had hair like this before!

Beast: Your leg is atrocious. It's bigger than my whole body. Please get it checked out. For the love of God.

Jules: Stop talking like that, or I'm going to kill you. You like that? :)

Sunday, October 06, 2002

to boner,
MAH F***** leg is KILLIN ME.!!!
tomorrow doctor...
and gotta see what happens
its worse then before man...
mah leg is way HUGER then mah other leg...
we are the champions my friends
and we'll keep on fighting 'till the end
we are the champions
we are the champions
no time for losers
'cause we are the champions of the world


courtesy of Queen
"It better be fun, or else" i love empty threats.
i love ... you
Will Graham: I thought you might enjoy the challenge. Find out if you're smarter than the person I'm looking for.
Hannibal Lecter: Then, by implication, you think you're smarter than I am, since it was you who caught me.
Will Graham: No, I know I'm not smarter than you.
Hannibal Lecter: Then how did you catch me?
Will Graham: You had... disadvantages.
Hannibal Lecter: What disadvantages?
Will Graham: You're insane.

Will Graham is my hero.
He has crazy detective skills.
I want to be just like him.

Saturday, October 05, 2002

"Look Ma, no hands!"


We won our little "scrimmage" between our small group and Jason's small group (freshmen guys).

I didn't make any shots.

I suck.

Adrian and I had some fun riding bikes after the game.
We rode down to Orangethorpe and came back around on Brookhurst.
It was so fun, we felt like kids again.

Now it's time to get ready for "Hana and Julie's Partay" up in Bel Air.
It better be fun, or else.
The End of Evangelion = rapage of my fragile little mind.

I don't even want to try to explain what that ending was.

Thursday, October 03, 2002

Boner: So, boredom or drama?
Friend: ...

(10 seconds later)

Friend: Boredom.

Tuesday, October 01, 2002

The Return of Spike Spiegel


It's good to have hair again.

more drama...


Good grief.

My mom and I had an interesting conversation.
She kinda/sorta "lectured" me on my sarcasm.
She said I shouldn't talk like that all the time, 'cause people misunderstand me, 'cause they don't know me.
But she does.
Because she's just like me.
I thought it was funny.

Then she cried.
It breaks my heart to hear her cry.
I hate it.
I think know she's worried about me.

My goal in life is to someday be a person that my mom would be proud of, so that she can say that it was all worth it, going through so much crap raising this skinny little kid.
That's the least I can do.

"The horror. The horror."


HOLY CRAP.

I just had the craziest dream.

Oh God.
Oh no.
I dunno what I'm supposed to think about this.

I can't describe it on here 'cause it involves some people that I know, and I know they read this.

This is madness.

Monday, September 30, 2002

Click it.

Love it.

The music at the end is so awesome. (it's from "Requiem for a Dream")

update: go here for the new FULLSCREEN quicktime video!

Sunday, September 29, 2002

Dooj: "Whoa David made another shot!"
Boner: "Someone's been doing his QT's."


God answered my prayer.
Of course.
This morning.
Just in the nick of time.

***

Today was the 4 on 4 basketball tournamenet at church.
All the teams were made by Mark, and they were pretty balanced out.
On our team: me, Dooj, Jon, and James.

Our record: 1-3.

We still made the playoffs because 4 teams made it (there were 5 teams total), and we beat Mark's team for the last spot.
We faced Kim JDSN's team since they were the 1st seed. (it was 1 vs 4, 2 vs 3)
Of course we thought we had no chance... they had Kim JDSN! He wins every year!
Yet, somehow, we won.
James was our MVP. He kept Kim JDSN from taking over.

So we'll be playing in the CHAMPIONSHIP game next Sunday against Sung's team.

From last place to the championship.

From zeroes to heroes.

Saturday, September 28, 2002

Eric: "Who gave you that tattoo?"
Boner: "Your mom!"
Eric: "Come on. Show it to me again."
(Boner shows his tattoo again)
Eric: "Wow. What did that say? Pokemon?"
Boner: "Yeah. Poke your mom!"
Everyone: "OHHHHHHH!!"


I slept over at church last night to help out with the mural for the jr high group.

Those jr high kids are insane.
In the membrane.

It was fun spending some time with kids with such high levels of energy.
They're so carefree and full of spirit, I feel younger when I am with them.
Is that possible? Me feeling younger I mean. I'm pretty immature as it is.

Afterwards, I accompanied Amy with Jason and Andy to get her first-ever cellphone. We went to the place in Cerritos where Hana works, and she wound up getting a Nokia 3360, which is almost exactly like my old phone, and which she named "Camille." We also saw Jen and Adrian there. Ahem.

After that it was time for the VBS dinner at Kimchi BBQ Buffet.
What a horrible name.
It was pretty good though -- the food I mean -- we had 5 people in our table -- me, Doos, Paul, Joe, and J. Lo -- and we ate the most out of all the tables. I just ate meat, meat, and meat. I was still kinda hungry when we finished eating, but I didn't want to eat any more meat, I got sick of it. In fact I'm hungry right now. Damn worms. Leave me some food!

After dinner a group of us rented "Frailty" and watched it on Eric's teeny weeny TV. It was a disturbing movie, and/but/so I liked it. Great story. I wish I could write good stories.

Now I'm here.

I need to pick out songs for tomrrow's worship.
Then I need to practice them.
I also want to read through Ephesians again, and pray.
This is my last day to pray for it.

God, please give/show me the answer.
hahahaa . . .

I laughed out loud when you posted "SoloooOoo . . . ."

Why is that so funny? It still boggles me. hahahaha . . . oh man.

Thursday, September 26, 2002

C: Let's try this path over here!
H: I don't see a path.
C: We'll make a path!


For once, there's a lot of things going on in my life.

I'm not sure if it's a good thing.

***

I might be moving again.
My uncle (the same one that gave me a big fat lecture last week) knows this guy who is renting out his guesthouse, and he can hook me up with it. It has a kitchen, bathroom, the whole shebang. What's the catch? It's in Garbage Grove. Home sweet home. Back to the 'Grove. My mom also called few days ago, and told me I should take the offer and move out. So my whole family is pressuring me to go. I think I should. I feel really bad for Steve since he doesn't even have a room of his own, so I feel like I'm taking his spot in his own apartment. And it will be better for me to live on my own, have some privacy. Yes, that will be HELLA nice. I'll probably check the place out this weekend, then decide.

***

I couldn't make it to the big CCC outreach yesterday because I had to work.
Hey, I gotta pay the bills.
I did make it to the meeting afterwards though.
Adrian had asked me to lead praise for the meeting, which I reluctantly agreed to. We only had to do two songs, but I was still pretty nervous about it. Once we started singing though, all that disappeared; I was only focused on praising God. I love praise. :)
The rest of the meeting went really well, as Adrian said.

***

We had our first small group meeting last night.
To tell you the truth, I wasn't really excited about our group.
Just look at who's in our group: Xiao, Seungwoo, David, Ruben, Adrian, me, and Kim JDSN leading us.
Age-wise, there's not much difference, well, except for David. I just don't feel like I could really relate to anyone else, except Adrian. We're the oddballs in our group.

Only three of us showed up: me, Adrian, and Ruben.
I think that's fine.
It should just be us. :)
That meeting changed my mind; I'm getting excited about our small group.
Promise seekers.
Boyz II Men.

Whatever.

***

I have four three days to pray for... something.
Will God give me an answer?

Of course he will.
hello darling buttercup.
let me maul you.

Wednesday, September 25, 2002

good luck with leading praise foo.
ju candooit!
dan rockin da houz
woop woop~

Tuesday, September 24, 2002

"Life gets easier once your brain begins to die."


It's 11:30 am, and I should be getting ready for class.
But I'm not.

All I have to do is get dressed, and get my arse off this chair.
But I can't.
I won't.

WTF is wrong with me?!

I really should go, especially since we're having a very important CCC meeting about tomorrow's big outreach event.
But, I can't even stay for the whole meeting, since I have to leave early for work.

By the time I get to school, and find a parking spot, and walk from the parking lot (or the street 2 blocks away that I always park on) to class, it's going to be like 12:15.
And I hate being late to class.
Going in while the teacher is talking, everyone staring at you as you try to find a seat.
It's even worse 'cause in our philosophy class we move the chairs and make a circle around the class, so you basically walk through the middle of the circle to get to a seat.
Awesome.

Okay, I've decided what to do.
I'm gonna get dressed.
I'm gonna walk all the way to my car. (I had to park way down on Stanton in a church parking lot since I can't park on the streets here on Tuesday mornings -- the street sweep thing -- I already got a ticket)
I'm gonna go to school.
I'm gonna find parking (in 30 minutes).
I'm gonna go to the bookstore and finally get the philosophy textbook.

On second thought, screw it.

Monday, September 23, 2002

Sunday, September 22, 2002

jesssssss
i already changed mine's on ma own!
damn proud of me.
holllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
note to people who have their own blogs: update (ie. change) your template, 'cause some of your blogs aren't updating. You HAVE been noticing that little error it gives whenever you publish, right? RIGHT?!

Saturday, September 21, 2002

It's only September, but I already know what my favorite movie of 2003 will be.

Kill Bill.

Tarantino doing a kungfu movie.
Brilliant.

It will be better than the Matrix sequels, X2, the Hulk, Terminator 3, and dare I say, the Return of the King?!
Remember, you heard it here first.

Go to my page and take a look at the picture.

Friday, September 20, 2002

Donnie: What's it like to have a wacko for a son?
Donnie's mom: It feels wonderful.



I visited Grams today.

I apologized for not visiting for such a long time, and told her about all the drama I've been going through recently: the talk with my parents, my uncle's lecture, yadda yadda yadda.
I feel like I could tell her anything, because she doesn't yell at me or judge me (anymore).
She just smiles.

Then I played "Hear You Me" for her in a crude, unplugged fashion.
I hope she liked it.

***

Hear You Me

there's no one in town I know
you gave us someplace to go
I never said thank you for that
thought I might get one more chance

what would you think of me now?
so lucky, so strong, so proud
never said thank you for that
now I'll never have a chance

may angels lead you in
hear you me my friends
on sleepless roads the sleepless go
may angels lead you in

and if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
a song for a heart so big
God couldn't let it live
"It's such a stupid question, in my opinion. I mean how do you know what you're going to do till you do it? The answer is, you don't. I think I am, but how do I know? I swear it's a stupid question."

Thursday, September 19, 2002

"Psychologist vs. Psychiatrist... Psychologist vs. Psychiatrist... Psychologist vs. Chocolate... MMM..."


Studying with the friends helped me temporarily forget about this crap.

Man we laugh at the stupidest stuff.

You know how you can't laugh 'cause you're in a certain place (i.e. the library) so you try to hold it in, but when you do that the you laugh even harder?
Well that happened like 10 times.

Clara didn't think it was funny.
She laughed too though.

***

Boy: I hope it went well. It's still pretty gay though.

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